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April 30, 2006

Chronic Pain: The Illness That Doesn't Exist


I live in pain. Constant, never ending, debilitating, and any number of adjectives that don't come near to describing any of the ways I feel on a daily basis. Clinically speaking it would be called acute chronic deep pelvic myofacial pain.

From early puberty onwards I had been afflicted with on again off again pain in my lower right abdomen. It has been diagnosed over the years as everything from growing pains to Irritable Bowel Syndrome (which seems to be a catch all doctors use to explain away anything happening in the gut they don't understand at the moment). It wasn't until the fall of 2001, when the condition turned from sporadic to chronic, that a doctor took the time to try and find out what was going on.

I had been admitted to hospital for the fourth time in six years because of the pain, and after keeping me in for a week of observation, they as usual had released me. But this time the surgeon kept following up. He ordered out patient after out patient test; some of them saw me having to travel out of town because other wise I would have been waiting a year. But after undergoing every single gastro intestinal (G.I.) testing torture (procedures they call them, but if you've ever undergone G.I. testing I think you'll agree with my assessment) and finding only one thing physically wrong he was as stumped as he was when he started.

About five years prior, it had been discovered that I had a slight pouch in the wall of my colon on the right hand or ascending side. This pouch, or diverticula as they are called (when infected they form the basis for the disease diverticulitis which can lead to sever bleeding in the bowl and if left untreated is potentially fatal) are most often found in Westerners on the left hand, or descending side, of the bowl and are usually caused by a low fibre diet resulting in stool that literally pock marks the bowl because of its hardness.

Due to the nature of my pain, representing in the lower right abdominal cavity, and the fact that the diverticula was in an almost identical position in my colon, my surgeon said, if I wanted, he could remove that part of my colon and see if that helped. He said the chances of it being able to resolve my problems were low, but if I wanted him to he would perform the surgery.

I was willing to clutch at any straw offered by that time, so I of course said yes. It took about two months for my body to settle down after the surgery, and the post surgical infection that hospitalized me for another three weeks, before we could conclude that the pain had not been diminished.

It was at that point that the surgeon referred me to one of our hospital's chronic pain clinics in the hopes that they would be able to offer me relief. He had one specific doctor in mind for me to work with, someone who he knew who had had a successful track record in clearing up mysterious abdominal pain problems in the past.

My surgeon must have pulled some strings because he was able to push me to the front of the line, and I didn't have to go through the usual 16-month wait to get in to see the doctor. The only doctors who even deal with the issue of chronic pain are anaesthetists, and they are in such demand elsewhere in hospitals that their clinics are few and far between. The doctor I see can only see patients once every two weeks, and even those clinics are subject to cancellation if he is needed for emergency surgery.

The doctor I'm seeing now was able to diagnose my problem as soon as he heard my symptoms and by asking me if I had ever been diagnosed with any prostrate problems. When I told him that I was once diagnosed with an infected prostate that was all he needed to hear.

But diagnosing and treating, as far too many people I'm sure can attest to, are two entirely different matters. In my case in particular it was a real problem. It is very difficult to access the pelvic wall of a man; anatomy has provided a very specific obstacle that doctors have to work around.

Myofacial pain is caused by bunching of the myofacial sheath around specific muscles that cuts off the flow of blood to the affected area causing it to go into spasm, and all the muscles in the vicinity to react in kind. The longer the condition lasts the worse it gets and the more parts of the body that are affected.

In order to treat this the doctor needs to be able to inject the focal point of the pain with a mixture of steroids and anaesthetic which will smooth out the bunched myofacial and allow the blood flow to resume and the muscle to return to normality. So when dealing with a man's pelvic floor, anatomy becomes a problem.

We've tried ultra sound to help guide the needles, we've experimented with different angles of approach (it's a good thing I'm flexible) and after three years of chipping away, we're still not much further ahead than we were when we started. I'll perhaps get some temporary relief from some of the peripherally damaged muscle pain, but we don't seem to be able to hit the bulls-eye.

The other issue in play here, in terms of the injections, is the fact that there are some significant arteries that flow through this area of the body as well. I don't know if any of you have ever experienced being put under an anaesthetic before, but whenever I've been put under I get a particular taste in my mouth just before I succumb to the affects of the drug.

On more then one occasion I have experienced the beginnings of that taste starting to form in my mouth after a treatment. This occurred because too much of the solution was getting into my blood stream because of the muscle's close proximity to veins, and the doctor has been forced to back off from trying to treat what we think may be the focal point of the pain.

It's been a long and sometimes frustrating process that has been complicated by hesitancy on so many people's part to take pain seriously as an illness. There is no sign of anything physically wrong with me, except if you touch me and I jump through the ceiling. The only clue to the fact that there is anything wrong with me is that I'm forced to walk with a cane as I have a hard time bearing weight on my right hand side.

Thankfully the medical profession seems to be more and more understanding, but I've still run into doctors who unless you're dying of cancer won't take pain seriously enough to prescribe medication strong enough to deal with it. I've been without a family doctor since last fall, because the doctor I had been seeing for 13 years closed her practice, and the people she recommended me too take that attitude.

Of course they don't tell you this in advance, so I showed up for my appointment to renew my medication, and was told by the doctor that he didn't believe in prescribing morphine. I showed him the bottles from the last time the prescriptions had been filled and he didn't care. I ended up in emergency for eight hours that night until they were able to see me. (As an aside the people at emergency are not supposed to fill prescriptions, but from the doctors on down to the nurses in triage they were so appalled that any doctor would have treated someone like that, they didn't hesitate to give me a prescription for enough medication until I could see my pain specialist.)

But there are countless people who, after they've asked what's wrong with you and you tell them chronic pain, you can see it in their eyes that their thinking what kind of wimp are you that you can't take a little pain or that they you're faking it so you can get a free ride on disability insurance. Of course these are people who have never had to take more than an aspirin for a headache, or think because they once had some temporary pain and "toughed" it out that you should be able to just get on with your life.

What bothers me about that attitude is how prevalent it is, not that it is directed at me personally. That attitude exists far beyond just the person on the street, it goes right on up into the attitudes regulating bodies have when it comes to procedures that can be done to treat pain, and what medications are covered by drug plans. It is only recently that the people who are in charge of the disability pensions in my province have considered chronic pain a disability.

In the United States the treatment I receive, trigger point injections, is only offered in private clinics and not even recognized as a treatment by insurers. So even if you have the best health insurance that money can buy, it won't be covered and it's not offered in any hospital.

Then there is the whole issue of medication. I can't believe how many people are still frightened by morphine. The most common reaction I get from people (as they are smoking a cigarette and drinking their 5th beer of the day) is you better be careful that you don't become addicted.

Like any other medication it is possible to abuse morphine, but if you're taking it for pain you will not develop an addiction. It's only people who take it for "recreational" purposes that will become addicted, but why you'd want to I don't have any idea. I have a history of substance abuse, and morphine has never been a problem for me to withdraw from.

A number of years ago I had to take morphine for a couple of months for something else, and when that condition cleared up I simply gradually reduced my dose over a period of a week, and after the two or three days it took my system to clean out I was fine. It's like any medication you take for a long time, cutting it off suddenly would be a shock for your system, but you never experience the emotional cravings that you would for something like nicotine or alcohol.

When you suffer from the illness of chronic pain your life is no longer your own. There is nothing that is not dictated by it, from your ability to sleep to your ability to focus intellectually, you have no control anymore. Each day when you wake up you wonder what the day will entail. Will you be able to go for a walk, will you be able to sit up, or will you spend the day in bed dreading having to walk down the hall to the bathroom because it hurts that much to move.

There are days when you have to make the trade off between functionality and pain. The more you do physically the less effective morphine is as a painkiller. So if you stay inert in bed and let the morphine work you can be certain of experiencing less pain. But you can also be certain of going crazy and sleeping a lot, because like other pain meds morphine works by closing down your system.

Pain is exhausting physically, intellectually, and emotionally. It takes so much out of you to just try and perform minor tasks some days like getting dressed that you can’t be bothered. Your self-esteem plummets when you have to go too many days like that, or without washing, shaving and brushing your teeth. Your body starts to smell because of the horrible sweats you experience from the pain, and there's little or nothing you can do about it.

It can take me as much as four hours to write a simple two page post for my blog because I can't focus on what I'm doing well enough to write a sentence. Even the thought of trying to read an email from somebody or a comment on a post is far too challenging on rough days.

But except for the fact that I will on occasion bear a striking resemblance to a raccoon because of the bags under my eyes, or a certain pallor to my skin, unless you catch me wincing or giving a overt display of being in pain, I look perfectly healthy. No scars, no lumps, no disfigurement; nothing that distinguishes me from the next person.

That's the biggest obstacle that sufferers from chronic pain have to overcome, proving that they are ill. Far too many people, doctors included, act as if because they can't see anything wrong with you, you are fine. For all that there are some people who are doing there best to help people like me; chronic pain remains an illness that doesn't exist in the minds of far too large a segment of society.


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April 29, 2006

NaNoWriMo Notes 18: Originality Above All

http://www.theglobeandmail.com/servlet/story/RTGAM.20060427.wauthor0427/BNStory/Entertainment/home">Kaavya Viswanathan has been forced to remove her books from bookstores and rewrite passages to eliminate the similarities that her book bears to another written by Megan McCafferty. An as yet unknown number of paragraphs in Miss. Viswanathan's book were either lifted straight from the other books, or are considered similar enough to be copies and not original material.

“When I sat down to write my novel, my only intention was to tell the story of Opal.”… “I was so surprised and horrified when I found these similarities.” Kaavya Viswantathan

Well that's all any of us do when we sit down to write a story, tell the story of our characters, their circumstances and anything of interest that happens to them along the way. So that's easy enough to accept as her motivation for writing the book. In fact it sounds like there are striking similarities between the author's life and the life of her heroine.

They are both young woman who are of ethnic background who have pushed themselves to succeed no matter what the cost. In Miss. Viswanathan's novel her character stumbles because she has forgotten to have a life outside of her academic ambitions, while Miss Viswanathan herself has stumbled for trying to take shortcuts in the road to success.

The second part of her statement on the other hand; how possible is it that another author's work will turn up verbatim in one's own book unintentionally? Especially when the books are about circumstances that bear a striking thematic resemblance. It's one thing to write a book that covers the same territory as another, but an author is expected to write their own version, offer a new perspective on familiar circumstances.

I haven't been following the story too closely because, to be honest about it, sometimes this type of story strikes to close to the bone. Thoughts about originality and copying another's work have lurked in my brain since I started writing my novel. It's not that I've sat down and either copied out someone else's words, or even taken their ideas and retooled them, but the fact remains that other people have written stories set during the same time period and locale as me.

The very strange and great French writer Jean Cocteau once compared originality to a new suit, stiff and uncomfortable and difficult to wear. But this was more along the lines of an admonishment directed at young artists who were trying to invent brand new means of expression while completely discarding what came before them, and not about content.

Stylistically, he was saying, everything must build on what has come before, even if it is just to reject what your fore bearers have done. Something that is new, only for the sake of being new, will not have the substance of something that has roots to the past.

I have always been a voracious reader, devouring books since I was five, and there is no doubt that along the way bits and pieces of different writer's styles have rubbed off on me. Denying their influence would be like denying that I haven't drawn breath for the past 45 years. Some voices have of course been louder than others, everyone has their favourite authors, and there is no doubt that on occasion I've written something and thought, wow that sounds like so and so could have written it.

"Hell he only stole from me, I steal from everybody" has been widely attributed to the American folk singer Woody Guthrie. But folk music has always had a mysterious convention that has allowed the same tune to be used over and over again, only with different lyrics attached to it. Maybe it's the word "folk", meaning the music is for all of us that has given people that licence. Or perhaps they realize there are only so many songs that can be written within the framework of the chord available.

Either way no one seems to raise much a fuss when it happens. But the key there is that the lyrics are always different. How often have you heard a song where the lyrics and the tune bear similarities to another? Maybe folk musicians feel that you can't punish someone from using the same tune any more than you can punish writers for using paper to write a story on.

In writing there is no situation really similar to that of folk music, where tunes are interchangeable with the lyrics or the story, except when people approach the same topic. In those circumstances the subject matter could be said to be the "music" of the story, and what the author's job is to do is come up with new "lyrics"; a different approach, or a new way of telling the same old story.

West Side Story and Romeo And Juliet are often cited as an example of the same story line being used but the circumstances changed. But I would call the former merely an adaptation of the latter, not a different approach at all. There are far too many structural similarities between the two pieces for it to be otherwise.

If Leonard Bernstein had only taken the theme of two lovers from different backgrounds, and changed everything else, than West Side Story could have been considered a new telling of the same old story. But he stuck far too closely to Shakespeare's plot outline for it to be considered "original" in that manner.

The challenge faced by me, or any author when entering into territory that somebody else has already covered, whether it is an historical period, or the theme of star crossed lovers, is to find your own way of telling the story. In my case I extrapolated a story from an incident that took place in an historical period.

By removing the story from the actual circumstances and only using history as my basis I have been able to give myself miles of room for the creation of an original story. I know that there are other authors that have done the same thing with this period, but I have focused on such a specific event that I'm hopeful no one has attempted it before.

So why then do I worry about copying another's work? It sounds like I've covered all the bases doesn't it. Maybe I have no cause for worry, but still the thought nags at the back of my head about whether my work sounds like someone else's. Will you pick up my book, and say to yourself, oh this reads just like this person's or that person's work?

Maybe in comparison to plagiarizing another's work it sounds like a trivial concern to you, and that I should be happy if someone just publishes my work and it sells. But that's not why I've written this story. If I'd only wanted to get published there are lots of other more accessible topics that I could have tackled that would find a market more readily.

Perhaps it's ego, but I don't want the work to be tainted by people thinking it derivative of somebody else's attempts. I feel it would cheapen my effort and the story itself if there were any implication or hint of it having been created through any means other than my own creativity.

Of course others have influenced me, one can't help that, but it is still my work and I have enough self-pride that the idea of copying someone else in any form would never occur to me. Perhaps that is why I haven't wanted to read about Kaavya Viswanathan, I don't understand the circumstances that would drive anyone to doing what she did.

I'm no saint but there are certain things that I consider to be sacred. One of those things is artistic creation. As part of one of my email signatures I have this quote from e.e.cummings: "every artists strictly illimitable country is himself, and the artist who plays that country false has committed suicide." If I can't stay true to that, I don't see any point in writing.

April 28, 2006

Labyrinths: A Symbol To Share


I've never had much fondness for symbols, political, religious or otherwise. They usually end up being more trouble than they are worth. Just looking at how many people have died for the sake of a symbol over the course of human history is enough to convince me of their malignance.

They seem to be a hangover from the days before we had a written language with which we could express ideas and thoughts. Symbols are designed to appeal to the emotional aspect of our makeup, not the rational, and in the hands of a skilled orator they can be used to sway opinion to reach decisions that fly in the face of reason and logic.

Some may argue, and with a measure of validity, that during times of strife a symbol is useful for rallying people to a cause. But usually, someone else and their symbol have caused that period of strife. Perhaps if our symbols weren't the embodiment of abstract ideals they wouldn't be so problematic, although given human nature I have to wonder even if we used items as prosaic as vegetables whether or not we'd run into the same situations.

There is the argument that all language is really just a series of symbols; letters represent sounds that when combined together become words that take on a meaning in order to represent an object, action, or idea. While that is true, it is also true that this form of symbolism more often results in the pursuit of rational discourse than the brandishing of a device such as a flag or a holy relic.

The basic problem with so many symbols is that they seem to divide, or compartmentalize, which allows one group to formulate an opinion about another. If they follow that flag they are this, and therefore they are either good or bad depending on whether their flag is in accordance with ours.

Instead of being celebrations of distinctiveness, symbols have become a means of comparing, contrasting, and judging. Pride has been replaced by chauvinism and nobody seems to really care. It's easier to believe in one's superiority than to try and understand someone else's ways.

Given that this pattern of behaviour dates back into ancient times, long before Christianity, the fact that there appears to be one symbol that has even been ever remotely universal is amazing. But the labyrinth has appeared in media of one form or another, at one time or another, on every continent. Cave paintings, petroglyphs, carvings, chalk outlines, and countless bad movies about aliens, have all featured this ubiquitous, ever inwardly, descending spiral.

Before anyone washes their hands of me too much and thinks I'm about to embark on some wild theory about aliens, sorry to disappoint. I don't think it's that much of a mystery of why labyrinths are everywhere people have been. No matter what your creation story is, we all came from the same place originally. I don't see why people are surprised that in the earlier parts of history our ancestors still had enough similarities to come up with the same images for similar ideas.

The idea of universal symbols, or archetypes, was the focus of Swiss psychiatrist Carl Jung and his theories of the collective unconscious. In a nutshell Jung said there were certain symbols, he called them archetypes, that all of us understand and we are born carrying that knowledge.
Labyrinth
Now we can all look at that picture of the labyrinth and recognize it for what it is because we have probably seen pictures of one at some point in our lifetime. There are probably quite a few of us who even have heard one or more of the stories associated with labyrinths, the most famous being the Theseus and the Minotaur on the Island of Crete.

What I have found most fascinating about the labyrinth symbol is the fact that so many cultures not only depicted it, but the similarities that abound in its usage. At its most basic of course it depicts a journey, who makes that journey and their ultimate destination provide some diversion in the similarities, but the basic concept is the same.

In the American South West the Hopi use two variations of the labyrinth that they call the Mother and the Child. Mother, being Mother Earth is a square and represents spiritual rebirth from one world to the succeeding one (they believe that they are currently in the fourth world) In the square the straight line entering the labyrinth is not connected to the rest of the construct. The two ends symbolize the two stages of life –the unborn child within the womb of Mother earth and the child after it is born. The line is both the umbilical chord that serves as connection and the path of emergence into the next world.

The circular pattern follows the shape we are more familiar with, of the straight line connecting to the paths of the labyrinth. This represents the path planned out for each person by the Creator. It's not just the Hopi among the indigenous nations of North and South America who use this symbol. Across both continents it has been used to either describe the journey of creation, or the path of life (The Book Of The Hopi, Frank Waters, Penguin Books 1963 pp. 23-24)

Leaving North America to return to Europe we can find labyrinths scattered across all the countries and in a wide variety of places. Ancient standing stones, similar to those of Stonehenge but not as formally constructed, that stand sentinel over various tombs and other, formally, sacred grounds are emblazoned with labyrinths.

Tales that talk about Bards having to travel inside the earth and successfully find their way out again are merely a dramatic means of depicting the journey of self awareness and growth that all artists experience in some manner.

Given the ritual nature of the Druidic culture it's possible that the image of the labyrinth and perception altering herbs were used in tandem to facilitate that journey of self-awareness. This process is similar to that utilized by the shaman of some South American peoples for the same purpose lending credence to tales of these events taking place.

Even if we dismiss some of the more fanciful associations given to labyrinths that come down to us from the pre-Christian era the concept of "the journey" came down through the years. Many of the most famous labyrinths in existence today can be found in churches and cathedrals built in the medieval period.

Like the Hopi interpretation these early Christian designs signified the path one would take from ones birth (entrance) to finding God (the centre). Adhering to the path ordained by the church would ensure your salvation just as certainly as following the lines laid out in the floor would take you to the centre of the pattern. There is also a case to be made that the Church co-opted this concept from its predecessors in order to ease worshipers of the old ways into the fold.

Whether they were walking the path of the labyrinth to come closer to their God, or were utilizing to gain a better understanding of themselves and their place in creation, everybody understood this symbol to have a similar meaning and function. It is unfortunate that it did not retain its position of importance in Europe.

Perhaps it was due to its very universal nature, and because it was a reminder of pre-Christian times, the church felt threatened by its continued use. Or as people began to turn their faces outwards from their personal domains and look to expand their holdings they became less concerned about, or even more to the point, desired it less, looking inwards.

The last thing one wants to be reminded of is those tenets of your faith that prohibit the course of action you are embarking on. Spending time contemplating thou shalt not kill, and thou shalt not covet your neighbour's possessions aren't of paramount importance to somebody about to embark on looting and pillaging spree.

As both individuals and the church moved to consolidate their power it became easier to focus on the simple symbols of the faith, like the cross, which were easier to inflame people's passions over than the ones that favoured contemplation and thought. Besides if you want to create an enemy it's easier if you are seen as being different, not having anything at all in common.

As Islam started to rise in prominence, the Protestant reformation occurred, and new worlds were opened up, differences became the justifications for actions on all sides of the coin. Instead of being the path to enlightenment, labyrinths became symbolic of confusion, a place to become lost in not find yourself. Now we use it adjectively to mean something unreasonably complex and difficult to comprehend.

Today we use the symbols of our countries and our religion to ferment support for everything from war to political parties. We judge everybody and everything by how they measure up to what we are told these items represent even though in of themselves they have no meaning only that which we give them.

At one point in our history we had a symbol we could all agree on, and to some extent still do. It just seems that not very many people are interested in what it stands for anymore. It's far easier to think you know your enemy than to try and know yourself.

April 27, 2006

Illogical Logic

"It's the only logical solution"

How often have you heard that out of the mouths of someone trying to justify their position on anything? It's as if simply utilizing one word will offer reassurance that what is being done is the most reasonable, if not he only means available to solve a problem. Once the word logic has been brought into play you can pretty much be guaranteed that whoever said it considers the topic closed.

Before I go any further with this, let's pause to introduce a working definition of logic. This one is brought to you by the good folk over at the Wiktionary: "A method of human thought that involves thinking in a linear, step-by-step manner about how a problem can be solved".

Obviously that's very simplistic and comes nowhere near to representing the the numberous variations of logic, but I think it's what the majority of us would thing of off the top of our heads when the word logic is mentioned. At the least, it gives us the manner in which the word is used, and what it is understood to imply, in everyday conversation.

The problem with such an openended definition is that it leaves the word open to being used in any and all circumstances when someone wants to prove their point . Instead of starting at zero and using logical thinking to build an answer based on the needs of the circumstances, they will start at their answer then work backwards to create the situation needed to give it validity.

Politicians, of course, are most liable when it comes to the inversion of logic, espeically those who are concerned with making any sort of change in policy. They no longer seem to think that it is necessary to look at the problems of society and create solutions based on the needs of people, instead they have an agenda of things they want to accomplish and they work backwards to show that the problems exist that validates their solution.

Perhaps it's our addictions to ideology based politics and religion that makes this possible. Socialism, Conservatism, Marxism, and Facists alike have painted a picture of society that suits the needs of their solutions. Adherants of a religion will tell you that their way is the right way because God has told them and their God is the only God.

But now instead of this illogical logic being applied in sweeping generalizations, almost every issue, every problem to be solved, is being dealth with in this manner. Answers for everything are provided by how they best fit into the narrow world view of those responding. This of course results in fewer and fewer originial ideas, and policies that make less and less sense.

As an example of a policy that has this appearance I'll site the example of the Canadian Government's much ballyhooed concept for funding Day Care. Now whether you agree with the concept of Day Care or not, I think you would agree that the people who would need subsidizing. Either low income families where both parents are working, or single parent famlies where the sole parent works would be the most logical beneficiares of any sort of subsidy program as they are the ones most likely to make use of those facilities.

Well according to a report in today's Globe And Mail the new policy will allow a family with one parent working that earns more than $200,000 annually to claim almost all of the $1,200. dollar yearly subsidy, $1,076. While on the other hand a family with both parents working and making $30,000 per year will only be able to claim $199 per year towards offsetting the cost of their Day Care.

The government prior to this one had been in the process of completing negotiations with the provinces to implement a universal Day Care program which while flawed at least was attempting to ensure that the people in most need were being given the opportunity to afford places for their children. This program, even if everybody was given the hundred dollars a month promised by it, doesn't even begin to cover the costs of private day care that are incurred by anybody.

The only explanation that I have heard offered for this program, was during the last election campaign, where the Conservatives said they wanted to give people the option of whether to either uitlize Day Care facilities or not. So they wouldn't underwrite individual day care spaces but put the money into the hands of the people. But since the money seems to have ended up in the hands of the people who wouldn't be using Day Care in the first place where's the logic in this program.

The logic that appears to have been applied in this case has less to do with subject under discussion, Day Care, and more to do with two political realities. The Conserative Party of Canada has a sizible followoing among the traditional family values set who find the idea of Day Care abhorant, so a plan that accutaly favours people who don't use the facilities would go over extremely well.

Secondaly, poor people don't usually vote for the Conservative Party of Canada, but those with higher incomes do. Thus this plan meets the needs of this party's constinuents far better than anything its predecessor was advocating which in the end is really what matters to all political parties, keeping their followers happy ( I could have used any party, but unfortunately for the Conservative Party of Canada this was in the news today)

Ensuring that solutions only fit into the neat little box of logic that forms the walls of ideology, no matter what that ideology may be, severly limits perceptions but also solutions. While it's true that logic does play a role in their reasoning, its not used as the means for finding a solution.

Instead of considering all possibilities "in a step by step linear manner", to formulate a solution that is best for all concerned, we are now presented with a fait acompli whose rationale makes no sense unless considered within the context of an ideology. Logic has become merely the latest casulty in our world of political expiedency. I wonder what will be next?

April 26, 2006

Words Of Fear

Words are like terrorist weapons these days, bombs thrown at various topics by those who don't care what damage they inflict upon anyone reading or within listening range. Instead of being utilized as the building blocks to form ideas or the brushes to paint mental images they are exploded to exploit emotions and capitalize on fears.

Listen to anyone wanting to influence people now, and I don't care what moral or political stance they take, or what they call themselves, and they are all doing the same thing. They all play up the chances of their audience losing something precious to them. From the National Rifle Association (N.R.A.) to the Pro Choice lobby everybody has taken to practicing the fine art of fear mongering as their primary means of rhetoric.

Fear based rhetoric has a fine history in politics and certain fire and brimstone branches of religion. What politician running for office hasn't painted pictures of doom and gloom if their opponent should be elected? The late President Johnson of the United States was able to defeat his Republican competitor, Barry Goldwater, in 1964 by depicting him as being more than willing to plummet the world into a nuclear holocaust. With the Cuban Missile crisis fresh in people's minds it was enough to secure him his victory.

(A little piece of political folklore that I read in a book by the late Hunter S. Thompson has Johnson telling a campaign manager for some office or other in Texas to accuse their opponent of having sexual congress with pigs. When told that it wasn't true Johnson said he knew that, but they should make the guy deny it anyway. Making your opponent have to reassure the public of their integrity always makes them look weak and on the defensive)

The image of the fiery preacher standing up in front of his congregation warning them of the perils of sin and threatening them with hellfire is one we are all familiar with from either literature, movies or late night evangelical shows on television. Two o'clock in the morning usually was the haven for either "B" movies or hell fire preachers on independent television stations back in the 1970's and early 80's.

This was long before the days that mainstream acceptance of people like Oral Roberts and the invention of the infomercial, made the offerings of the bad hair set and scream queen redundant and replaceable. But in their prime these preachers ensured that people learned to fear their God, pray for forgiveness, and dread certain days of the week.

But compared to what we experience on a daily basis now, those days seem positively tame in comparison. It's not just politicians and preachers anymore who plant the seeds of fear in our hearts and minds. From every newspaper, radio, and television come the voices of "experts" and "pundits" with an axe to grind.

Many of these people have no claim to expertise in the fields they pontificate on, just an ability to manipulate and increase circulation or the Nielson ratings. They seem to have an inherent talent for finding the buttons to push that will create a panic reaction in their audience. A scared person can quickly become an angry person, and an angry scared person needs someone to blame.

You could be a poor white person without a job and blaming the immigrants for stealing work, a poor black in the inner city blaming the whites for your predicament, middle class watching your savings disappear as the cost of living goes through the roof blaming the poor for stealing tax dollars and being a drain on the economy, a woman blaming men for not being allowed to choose what happens to your body, a Christian blaming gays for the decline of morality and it's all the same thing.

The great American novelist, William Faulkner, in his acceptance speech on receiving the Nobel Prize for literature in the 1950's said that the current generation of people would grow up haunted by the threat of nuclear destruction. He made the point that this atmosphere of fear would affect everything; from the arts to lifestyle and down to basic human inter reactions.

The ensuing years have more than borne out his prediction and we can see the results of such prolonged exposure to fear in almost all aspects of our society. Personal relationships fail due to the fear of trusting another individual, intolerance of differences in culture, religion, race, and sexuality has increased with our fear of anything unknown, the exchange of ideas has disintegrated as our need to protect ourselves has grown, and differences of opinion are less likely to be tolerated.

Who is going to be willing to listen to the ideas of those we are told to fear, especially if the fear is irrational and based on emotional responses? Not very many of us I would think. Dependant on how the fear manifests itself in the world plays a significant roll in our abilities to resolve the circumstances of its creation and continuation.

If our days are filled with constant reminders of the evil nature of this group or that, and that we are under continual threat because of their existence, how likely is it that we will be able to summon the courage to think differently about them, let alone reach out the hand of friendship?

The words good and evil have been devalued by both their constant usage, and their employ by people whose authority is suspect. The only reason for calling a person like George Bush or a country like Iran evil is to make them feared and to let others know that they shouldn't like them. Just because someone or some country does something we don't agree with does not make them evil, yet that is exactly how the word is utilized today.

Good and evil are highly subjective terms anyway; there are very few things that people are in universal agreement on that constitute what is and isn't evil. Even within their own moral codes societies can have double standards on what constitutes evil dependant on who performs the act.

It's all right for the state to order the death of an individual, but not an individual to assist another take their own life, or even to let that person expire in peace. In some people's minds it's acceptable to possibly condemn a birthing mother to death, but not abort a foetus. Other people will abort a foetus for no other reason than it's potential gender. All sides of the issues think they are morally right and the other morally wrong.

Needless to say everybody thinks they are right and the other person is wrong. When everything becomes black and white and greys have ceased to exist the chances of any compromise being reached between two parties is minimal. Very few of us are willing to "walk a mile in another's shoes" anymore to try and understand another person's viewpoint.

I fear that until we are able to do that again nothing is going to change, and this war utilizing words of fear will continue.

April 25, 2006

Reality Check: April 25th 2006

I am beginning to truly believe that I belong to a totally different species than the majority of beings around me. Don't get me wrong; I'm not saying I'm better than anybody else, just different.

Names of people that mean so much to so many others hold no fascination for me, and other names have no meaning whatsoever. Probably the key element in my disassociation is that for the past ten years I have managed to survive without access to more than two television stations. These days, in fact, I'm down to one.

It's not that our igloos up here in Canada don't have cable, or even satellite dishes, hell you need a dish for talking on the phone in parts of the artic. The two issues that have kept television and me pretty amicably separated for the past decade are lack of money and lack of interest.

When my wife and I first got together ten years ago we didn't have much money coming in, and after drawing up a budget that would see us through a month, we decided we'd rather spend the money that cable would cost on other things each month. We had each other for company at nights so we decided we didn't need to park our butts in front of a T.V. and we both had plenty of other interests anyway. That doesn't mean we haven't kept a television, because we have, but we use it solely for watching movies via either our V.C.R. or our DVD player.

In the year prior to us living together I had an apartment that had come with cable and to be honest I had a difficult time making the transition to a television free environment. One can become dependant on passive, spoon fed entertainment just as easily as you can any soporific. But in a far shorter time than it took me to shake off the withdrawal from some other drugs I was living without it quite contentedly. In those initial television free days I wasn't aware of the chasm I was building between others and myself because the people I was around didn't watch television either.

The job I had at the time had no co-employees requiring me to make small talk, so I had no-one else's life to serve as a contrast to mine. It wasn't until I took a position at a small denture factory with about thirty co-workers that I understood the integral part that television plays in so many people's lives as a focal point for conversation.

I started work there during the first episodes of Survivor and can still remember the bewilderment I felt when I overheard my first conversation about the show. I also still remember the looks the two women gave me when I asked what the show's directors did with the other six days and twenty-three hours of video they shot if this was supposedly real.

The ensuing years haven't made things easier. I like to think of myself as being informed as to what's going on in the world and staying aware of things that I consider important. So I'm always taken by surprise when I see things that make no sense to me, but apparently most of the world understands.

Today I was scanning the pages of my online newspaper and on every page was either a large display ad or a small side bar box advertising "Donald Trump's Carolyn Kepcher". Now I haven't been living in such a cave that I'm not aware of whom Donald Trump is, but who the hell is Carolyn Kepcher and what was this ad for.

It seems that Mrs. Kepcher achieved some semblance of fame by appearing on Mr. Trump's television show The Apprentice. From what I can understand of this show premise, a group of hopeful corporate want- a- bees were gathered together to compete to see who could be the best business tycoon.

Mrs. Kepcher, who in real life runs a couple of Mr. Trump's golf courses, served as some sort of advisor to both Mr. Trump and the competitors on the show. I also understand that she had a say in which of the "apprentices" were allowed to continue on with the game. Her official title within Trump world is that of executive vice president of nothing in particular, but she has now become a television personality in the role of Donald Trump's Carolyn Kecher.

Before I had found out any of the above information I had given into curiosity and clicked on the ad, which had taken me to the Ticketmaster web page where you could purchase tickets to go hear Carolyn give forth on a variety of topics. For as little as $109.40 you can hear her talk about such earth shattering topics as; how she honed her skills as a negotiator and deal maker, conquered some of the some of the simplest yet toughest aspects of getting ahead and succeeding in professional life, developed the skill to lead by example, spot opportunities for advancement, and anticipate her next move.

Now maybe there are people out there willing to pay upwards of $128.70 to listen to a golf course manager talk about the secrets of her success, and whose claim to fame is she appears on a television show run by her boss. But I couldn't believe that her name would be enough to attract people to dish out that kind of bread. Why else is this event being advertised as "Donald Trump's Carolyn Kepcher"?

I was under the impression that you weren't allowed to own people anymore, so that can't be the reason. So, could it be that whoever is behind this figures that people are only interested in this woman because of her association with Donald? But the advertising lists her as a "Celebrity" and on blogs and web sites she is treated with celebrity status.

After reading all that I'm forced to believe that this person has enough clout on her own to give a learned talk on topics that any M.B.A. worth their salt already understands. But she has been on television, she is a "Celebrity", and she knows Donald Trump, so she is something special and worth paying the big bucks her speaker's fee demands as a ticket price.

Under normal circumstances I'll have heard of speakers who are appearing in specialty lecture series commanding large ticket prices. Even if they are rather obscure scientists or economists they'll still have come under my radar screen. But as soon as things move into the area of popular culture I'm lost.

I don't know who half the people are that people consider pundits from the left or the right when they are mentioned in blogs. I understand very few references to television shows, with the exception perhaps being Lost because a friend has been taping the episodes for me. (Although I've had all the early episodes on tape for this year for about two months and not had the desire to watch any of them.) Nine times out of ten I won't know the name of the band that comes up in conversation either, but than again I don't have M.T.V.

The thing is I don't feel like I'm missing out on anything either. I know I'm intelligent, that I'm aware of what's going on in the world, (sometimes too aware and it depresses the crap out of me and leaves me stressed to the maximum) and have opinions on those events that I try to form using my intelligence and not my emotions or based totally on my ideology.

But I couldn't tell you which series of Survivor was playing, who the contestants are in either American or Canadian Idol, what people are being apprenticed for on Apprentice, whose dancing with who on Dancing With The Stars, the guest list on Oprah, (or her current weight) or the plot twists on any of the variations of hunt the terrorist by their hair follicles and sweat samples that are now playing on television.

I could if I wanted to without even ever watching one episode of these shows, because there is certainly enough written about them everywhere you turn, but I'm not interested. In fact it's gotten to the point where I can't even understand the interest in these topics or people. Which of course brings us back to where we started from, feeling like I'm a different sub species of human: homo sapiens non-televisionist or something along those lines.

There are other things that make me feel different or perhaps just don't understand; the need to play your music so loud in your car that your car is in the body shop more then on the road, gunning the engine of a vehicle to speed a block to get to a stop sign, wearing your pants around your knees, wanting to impose your way of life on others, not understanding that when you stand outside someone else's apartment window and shout you might disturb them, cutting down healthy trees because it blocks the sun from hitting your lawn, not understanding that every single life form on this planet plays a role in its survival, and not respecting someone enough to let them have a different opinion than yours without insulting them or diminishing it through slights.

I could go on and on, in fact I already have haven't I? I don't remember making any sort of conscious decision to be different, or be confused, it just seems to have happened this way. For a while as a teenager I even made the effort to fit in, but it didn't work out. I seemed to have the habit of saying the wrong thing at the wrong time that would cause most people to look at me strange.

In those days of course it was crushing, all teenagers want to be accepted, but eventually I was able to find a place where my eccentricities were accepted but even there I felt at odds with people, because most of them were just trying to be different as a means of either rebellion against their parents or from boredom.

Running into them years latter they'd wonder at the fact that I hadn't changed and I would smile and nod and feel sort of sad, but not for me. I don't mean that to be condescending, and I don't mean to insult anyone or hurt their feelings by anything I've said in this post so please don't take it that way. This has just been my awkward attempt to explain my confusion and the origin of what must appear to most you, my bizarre way of thinking. Hope this helped.


April 24, 2006

Casualties Of War

Every city, town, and village in Canada, and I would presume the United States, has one. A cenotaph for the people from that locale who have died in the wars that our countries have fought memorializing their contribution to whatever cause was considered worth sending them off to die for.

In Canada some of them are old enough to date back to the first foreign war we sent troops overseas to, The Boer War in South Africa, but the majority of them start with World War One and continue on up to Korea. I don't know what's been done for the men who have fallen since that time, if the names of those lost in Peacekeeping missions are just added on after those names lost in Korea, or if each different engagement has been given it's own monument.

I highly doubt it would be the latter as until recently Canadian soldiers have not been involved in the field of battle for any extended period that has resulted in significant casualties (Outside of a supply plane on the Golan Heights shot down by the Syrians, accidentally, in which nine personal were killed)

In the United States I know you have erected the black wall in Washington D.C. in memory of the soldiers who died in Viet Nam, and perhaps local cenotaphs will have added lines for those who died in the first Gulf War, and more recently Afghanistan and of course the current conflict in Iraq. In Canada individual towns are probably doing the same thing these days as our body count in Afghanistan increases.

But what are our central governments doing? You know the guys who either sent the troops over or decided to extend their mission and increase their role exposing them to increased chance of casualties. They exhort us to support our troops by not speaking dissent against the job they are doing, but what in turn are the governments doing to recognise the fact that son, husbands, and fathers aren't going to be coming home to their loved ones.

What recognition of the responsibility they have for causing these young men and in some cases women, to spend their lives because they were ordered to do so, have they offered? Are there monuments springing up for the soldiers being killed in Iraq? What is the Canadian government doing to honour the troops who have been dying on the roads of Afghanistan?

One of the first of the new press laws that went into effect for the Iraqi war was that no one was allowed to film or take pictures of the soldiers being shipped home in the proverbial box. The only lesson that the government seems to have learned from the Viet Nam war is that they needed to try and limit public outrage over the cost of the campaign in lives. Don't let them see images of flag draped caskets piling up on the tarmacs of airports across the United States and they won't really visualise the numbers seems to have been the logic behind that thinking.

Why else would you prohibit coverage of those who have made the "ultimate sacrifice" as they like to say, for their country? Do they think so little of what these people have surrendered that their only consideration is a public relations issue? It feels like they are trying to sneak the bodies home so that they can be forgotten about. If we don't talk about them, or see pictures of them, it didn't happen in the minds of the public.

They'll continue to mouth platitudes about supporting our troops, but if they have the nerve to get killed, that's a whole different story. We don't want anybody to know about you. I also have to wonder what's happening to all the seriously wounded soldiers. Where have they been shunted aside to be forgotten about?

Up in Canada we're not much better. For the first time in a long time we've begun to experience what's it like to have our military in a war zone. Almost on a weekly basis we are either reading about new deaths or casualties from Afghanistan. Most recently four soldiers were killed on patrol by a roadside bomb that destroyed their military transport and killed three of them instantly while the fourth died in hospital from head injuries.

Under the last government every time a Canadian service man was killed in the line of duty all the flags on Parliament Hill in Ottawa were lowered to half-mast. In 2002, the last time four soldiers were killed at once, then Prime Minister Jean Chretian and his Minster of Defence were part of the party that assembled at Trenton Military airport to honour and greet the dead soldiers.

The death of four soldiers may not seem like a lot to the American army, but Canada is a lightly populated country with a small, close-knit armed forces. The loss of four soldiers is a heavy blow and resounds deeply through out the country. Although nothing can replace the loss of someone's loved one, I'm sure that the families of the slain appreciated the fact that the Prime Minister made the effort to be part of the party honouring the fallen.

By attending the event, he was, in a small way, taking responsibility for his decision to send these soldiers into a situation where they faced the possibility of death. At least he wasn't denying their existence or denying them public recognition for their deaths.

Contrast this to the policy of our new government, Steven Harper's Conservative Party of Canada. Taking their lead from Mr. Bush's administration they figure the less attention paid to the dead the better, and have cancelled the practice of lowering the flags on Parliament Hill to half mast. Their excuse, they don't want to favour one war's dead over another.

While I'm sure survivors of those who died in the Boer War appreciate the sentiment, the families of the four men who died over the weekend might be a little nonplussed. Considering the government reaction in 2002, the last time this many Canadians died at once in combat, they might be puzzled as to why all they get from this Prime Minister is a platitude about paying the ultimate sacrifice and excuses for not honouring their kin.

In fact it seems like they've taken it as another opportunity to haul out one of their favourite pundits, ex Major-General Lewis Mackenzie, to speak the party line of how they hope these casualties don't make the Canadian people less supportive of something whose importance they don't understand. If the Canadian people don't understand the importance of this mission whose fault is that?

It wouldn't be the people in charge whose job it is to tell the people they govern what's going on and why? Of course if it's your official policy to keep the public in the dark about something, than you can't get upset with them for not understanding now can you? Anyway who says they don't understand the importance of the mission, and have still decided they don't think the sacrifice of Canadian lives is worth it.

Instead of insulting people by telling them they don't understand so they can't make a decision about it, why not make sure they know the reasons for the policy? Are you afraid that they still won't support it, and you'll then be without an excuse?

Afghanistan was where the first salvo of the War on Terror was fired and Canadian troops have been there since the beginning. At four years in length our involvement there has become near as long as our involvement in World Wars One and Two and longer than the time our troops were in Korea. For probably the first time since Korea our troops are in battlefield situations on a daily basis and the risk of casualties is mounting as the Taliban focus on them as a prime objective.

It seems to me if the Taliban can recognise the size of Canada's contribution to this effort, the least our own government can do is match their interest in our troops. What's it going to hurt them to publicly acknowledge the deaths of the men who are doing the job that they've been ordered to do. Everybody knows about the casualties anyway, diminishing their importance only insults their memory and cheapens their sacrifice.

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April 23, 2006

NaNoWriMo Notes 17: To Cut Or Not To Cut...?

This is all a new experience for me, editing and rewriting a whole novel. It's one thing to check over a couple of pages of an article and feel pretty confident about your final result, it's another thing altogether to try and have an objective opinion on something you've put so much sweat into.

I'm a couple of chapters past the halfway point of my second draft, and while sometimes that means nothing more than fixing typos and reformatting (I wrote it all single space, double space separating paragraphs only to find that publishers want double space, and indents for paragraphs) at other times I find chunks that are just too clumsy and need to be retooled.

But even that's easy, change a word here, change a word there and it's done. It's content that I wonder about. Naturally I think everything that I've written is pertinent to the story. It either gives you important background information about the circumstances the characters, or advances the plot.

When your first exposure to art professionally is having worked in theatre one of your primary concerns is always motivation. You've heard the joke about the method actor standing in front of a door spending an hour trying to figure out his motivation for going through, and the director finally yells "to get into the other room", well sometimes I wonder whether or not I've turned into that actor.

Am I straying from the point when I go into details about a character's past in attempting to explain his or her actions in the present? Do people care why he or she does what they do? I feel that it's important information because I like these people and want to know as much about them as possible, and so I gave them histories so I could understand them.

But is that information that can be left offstage. Like the actor who creates a whole history for a the character he's going to play, but it's never mentioned in the script, I have written oodles about the activities of the past for some of the characters which may or may not be warranted for inclusion in the story as a whole.

In theatre we used to call it the actor's subtext, the information that he or she created to run under the spoken words as an underlying meaning that the audience will never be aware of save through the actor's performance. As an author do I need to spell out that subtext for my audience because they're not going to create it, or should I leave the character's background to the reader's imagination?

Is it better to allow the reader to create a story to fit his or her perception of why the character does things, or to go the naturalist route and examine each one of them like a sample under a microscope? I've tried to find a middle ground between the two extremes of minimalist flat undeveloped characters and huge tracts of page after page of boring history. But does a compromise ever really work?

Let me rephrase that, because of course a compromise can work, but can I make this compromise work without it sounding forced and awkward. Right now I think things run nicely. I move backwards and forwards through time using a variety of approaches. If you're going to rely on the past to tell the story of the present you have to be able to find a way of merging the two without it always being the same style of trips down memory land by the characters.

One of the things I've tried to do whenever I delve into the past is make it the present whenever possible. Was that confusing enough for you? In other words tell flashbacks as if they are happening not as if they are remembered. It makes them a little bit less tedious if you can have some third party narration in telling instead of having it all be a memory recounted by the character.

Remember you're the creator of this world, so you can do what you want with linear time with one proviso; never confuse the reader as to when something is happening. If the action is taking place before the activities of the novel, you'd better make damn sure it's obvious. I have read too many books where it hasn't been and have been forced to keep flipping pages back and forth in an effort to decipher what exactly the writer is doing, and when the characters are now.

Now that can work if it's deliberate, for instance a story where time is falling apart and all the moments in a life start occurring all at the same time. Past, present, and future colliding in a collage of insanity is alright when it is a deliberate stylistic effect, but when occurs through sloppy writing, it only winds up being a confusing mess.

Where it gets confusing for the writer, or at least for this writer, is how to best express the tenses in terms of word endings and modifications. I find it really difficult when I have a character that is talking about instances in the past in reference to things that are happening in the present and how it all will affect the future. Or if a character is in the past talking about he future aren't they in fact talking about the present? Do you even need to worry about that?

As I'm working my way through chapter after chapter I'm dealing with issues like this, and others, which I can only do so much with. But the more I'm doing the more I realize how much I need an outsider to tell me what works and what doesn't work.

I've managed to get each chapter that I've worked on to a place where I think it reads well and blends in with what came before and what comes after. However, I'm not naïve enough to think that if it gets into the hands of a professional editor in a publishing house that they will have things they want changed. But, since it's getting to a point where I don't know if there are any more changes that I can make without a professional pair of eyes.

It comes down to what constitutes a final draft for submission when they ask for chapters? Do publishers naturally assume that their editors are going to have to make changes and that rewrites are the norm? Or do they expect the author to have something that's written that's ready to go to press?

Obviously I'm going to have the best manuscript possible to hand in to anyone who wants it, but I have no idea if what I think is good enough is what they consider good enough. There will have to come a time when I stop re-writing and just be happy with what I have. Which means I'll have to stop reading it. I think it's just human nature to believe that you can always improve on anything you've done no matter what.

With any luck somebody will accept it and he or she can tell what to do with it. As an actor I was always good at following direction, so maybe I'm still waiting for my director's approval on the characters I've created.



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April 22, 2006

DVD Review: James Brown Soul Sessions

James Brown! James Brown! I never used to see what all the fuss was about. Sure his music was good, but there were lots of others just as funky, and just as soulful. Anytime I'd seen him on television, or any other taped performance, it was nothing to write home about.

Well this is that letter home. Hudson Street's DVD release James Brown captures the magic of James Brown in concert, and brings together an almost impeccable line up of talent to help him bring it on home. Wilson Pickett, Jo Cocker, Robert Palmer, Aretha Franklin, and a very forgettable Dave Verra (looking almost as out of place as Brown would at a Klan rally) are on hand to sing, dance, and rip up the joint with the self-proclaimed Godfather of Soul.

Produced for the cameras, and shot in front of a live audience, James Brown combines the close up shooting of a directed event, with the energy of a live audience, and gives a true picture of this man's incredible talent, energy, and charisma. From the first moment he struts onto stage to sing "Papa's Got A Brand New Bag" until the last fade out of the whole gang singing "Living In America" the heat never leaves this furnace. If they could harness this energy, no one would ever worry about gas prices again.

A pattern is quickly established with Wilson Picket, each guest comes up and sings a song on their own, and then is joined by James. Nobody is going to back down from Mr. Brown. They all have to rise to the challenge of him pushing them to their limits and beyond. It's not often that you see people leaving every last bit of themselves on stage, but when James called for one more time on "Midnight Hour" I didn't know whether Picket was going to make it off the stage alive or not.

Joe Cocker has never been one to hold back on stage, but even he was pushed to his limits. He came out and sang "When A Man Loves A Woman" with his usual power and grace, but it was when James joined him that he really took fire. Try and visualise Joe Cocker and James Brown having a boxing match with their voices and you'll get a pretty good idea of what happened. Joe took a standing eight count and had to stagger to his corner, and James kept on strutting waiting for the next challenger.

I never liked Robert Palmer's music back when he was doing those weird videos for "Addicted To Love" and his other hits, so his performance was the biggest surprise for me. He and James jumped right into "I Feel Good" and Palmer was great. Standing there in his nice suit and coiffed hair, looking every inch the proper Englishman, and the music starts and it's like he's processed.

What looks initially like stiffness and holding back, is actually the coiled tension of a hunting cat waiting to spring. If James Brown is a star going super nova, Robert Palmer is more of a controlled meltdown, and together they were breathtaking. Palmer went three rounds with James, but even he had to concede defeat, at one point backing away from the microphone laughing and shaking his head in amazement, before throwing in the towel and appealing to the judges to the end the bout.

Up to this point in the show the air has been redolent with testosterone, but James Brown is the consummate showman, and knows how to stage an event. So for his final match of the night he saved Aretha Franklin. She swept imperiously onto stage, the Queen coming to challenge the Godfather, and took the fight to him immediately with "Do Right Man"

James came on stage in between her songs, and danced with her for a second, then he was dismissed for her to sing "Jimmy D". Finally he'd had enough and came back and joined Aretha for "Please, Please " Poor James, maybe he was worn down from the previous bouts of the evening, or maybe the Godfather is just no match for the Queen, but he had to go to his corner for a second to be wrapped in his robe, so he could come back out swinging.

It was like being in some sort of e gospel church of funk. These two amazing singers testifying undying love in growls, moans and other strange sonic noises they were able to produce in tune with the music. You don't get to see Aretha Franklin cut lose very often, she usually stays within the old Motown boundaries of respectability, but she was at full power on this occasion.

In an interview before the show Robert Palmer mentions that this was being shot for television, if so I never heard of it airing on any station that I know of, or when it was even shot. The one drawback of this DVD is there is no track listings included, the text on the scene select menu is so small that you can't read it, and no information about when the actual concert, except you know it's in Detroit because the M. C. tells you so.

But that's just a minor quibble, and just means if you're someone like me who never remembers song titles, you'll just have to live without knowing them while you watch. If in the past you have been disappointed with what you've seen of James Brown on video or in taped concert, then you must own this DVD, for no other reason than seeing him mop up the floor with almost all challengers.

Watching him go toe to toe and pushing people to give their all because of his presence alone, speaks more about the man's charisma and vitality than anything anyone can ever tell you about him. James Brown is more than just the Godfather of Soul; he's the damn King.


April 21, 2006

CD Review: Billie Holiday At Storyville

One of the great misconceptions of the arts is that an artist has to have a "tortured soul" to produce great work. If they haven't experienced suffering and hardship there's no point in listening to what they record, reading what they write, or looking at what they paint. The thing is that most artists could have done without the agony thank you very much.

You see its not the artist's suffering that produces the great art. It's their sensitivity to the world around them that allows them to produce great art, which also causes their suffering. They feel too much in a society where to feel is to be shunned, end up being taken advantage of, and live a life of quiet desperation looking for some sort of relief.

There can come a point when the "artistic suffering" actually becomes a detriment to their work. The booze or the drugs they use to offer them relief from a world they are too vulnerable to live in takes its toll on their abilities to produce, perform, and present their art.

"Billie Holiday…her life was terrifying sequence of tragedies, but by the mysterious processes of artistic creation, her sufferings enabled her to communicate intense feelings to her listeners. It is not squeamishness to prefer hearing Billie when she was able to give an insight into the whole range of human emotions, rather than listen to those recordings which present the sounds of a sick woman in despair." John Chilton, Billie's Blues, Quartet Books.

Billie Holiday was born April 7th 1915 and died July 17th 1959. Early details of her life are confusing, but according to her she was the child of a thirteen-year-old mother and fifteen year old father who weren't married until she was three years old.

She recorded her first song in 1933 at the age of 18, "My Mother's Son In-Law", and by 1934 had secured her success as a singer through a masterful performance at Harlem's Apollo Theatre. As a black performer she was subject to dealing with colour laws of the time, which meant that when performing for white audiences, she was sequestered in a room by herself to spare the audience her presence except when on stage.

Drugs, alcohol abuse, and abusive husbands dotted her life, and her career was interrupted by an eight-month stint in jail for possession of narcotics. This jail sentence caused her New York City Cabaret Card to be revoked which meant that for the last twelve years of her life she was prohibited from performing in the clubs of that city.

New York City's lose was the rest of the world's gain and she toured throughout the United States and Europe for the rest of her life. Along the way she took songs and made them her own to such an extent that even to this day they are identified with her. "Strange Fruit", "God Bless The Child" and "Ain't Nobody's Business If I Do" are just three songs that carry the imprint of her unique styling down through the ages.

One of the clubs that benefited form Billie's banning by New York was Boston impresario George Wein's Storyville Club. Not only did he stock it with an amazing house band, but he created an atmosphere that was relaxed and easy for the musicians. This also created ideal conditions for live recordings. Accordingly a local Boston Radio station would regularly broadcast live shows from where ever Mr.Wein had established his club for the occasion. (It doesn't seem to have had a permanent location but floated from hotel to hotel through out the greater Boston area)

The recordings on Billie Holiday At Storyville come from two separate appearances she made in the early fifties, 1951 and 1953. On each occasion she is not only accompanied by whoever else Mr.Wein had booked to play for the week, but some of her own band. No doubt this contributed to the ease she so obviously feels while performing.

Even though the harshness of her life has started to affect her voice, even in the earlier concert, it is her phrasing that has always distinguished her from other vocalists. Her ability to imbue lyrics with every nuance of emotion due them without resorting to histrionics is a lesson vocalists of both sexes seem yet to have learnt.

Listen to how easily her voice and the tenor sax exchange the melody line on a song, passing off to each other seamlessly as if she were just another instrument in the band. From the defiant (and heart breaking, listen to the lyrics and tell me if you don't think a man wrote this, and if any female vocalist today would sing those lyrics) "Ain't Nobody's Business", to desperate sadness, "I Cover The Waterfront", and loving devotion, "I Love You Porgy", Billie Holiday can evoke it all.

She's not acting a part either, she's feeling each emotion that's felt in those songs and plopping it in the audiences lap. There's no pretence or pose on any of the songs she performs in these recordings, you just know in some part of you that she's revealing parts of her own soul for you.

These recordings are free of the demons that plagued her for most of her life, she's so obviously enjoying herself that I could picture her smiling to herself as she rocked, perched on her stool or standing at the microphone, and felt the music within her.

Even if she's forced to almost talk segments of some songs because her voice no longer has the range to hit all the notes, those catches only serve to create an intimacy that is too often lost on live albums. An intimacy that is emphasised by this recording's producer's choice to leave the radio show tapes intact down to the introduction from the disc jockey at the earlier show.

The only drawback to this otherwise impeccable collection is the source material. In some of the mixes Miss Holiday's voice is nearly swallowed by the horn section, while in others the sound quality is not what we have come to expect. But considering the primitiveness of the recording equipment compared to what we now have at our disposal, we should be grateful for any concerts being recorded at all during that time.

I'm not a big fan of Frank Sinatra as a man or a performer but I can't disagree with his assessment of Billie Holiday: "it is Billie Holiday, whom I first heard in 52nd Street clubs in the nineteen-thirties, who was, and still remains, the greatest single musical influence."

Billie Holiday at Storyville is a great opportunity to listen to her at her most relaxed and certain of herself. Although she may have lost some of her vocal prowess by then, these are still great performances that will complement anyone's collection.

April 20, 2006

CD Review: Funky Funky New York


In the early 1980's some of the British and American punk bands began adding a new dimension to their sound. The Clash, Gang Of Four, Howard Devotto, and the Talking Heads, all began to incorporate elements of funk into their music. In most cases it was a matter of using the propelling bass lines, and the staccato rhythms as extensions to the minimalist punk sound.

As usual the Talking Heads were an exception, by bodily embracing the sound and expanding their line-up from the standard quartet to a nine-piece funk extravaganza. But no matter the format, once one got over the initial surprise of hearing Joe Strummer's voice singing "Magnificent Seven" or Howard Devotto's version of "I Want To Thank You(for letting me be myself)" it seemed a natural progression.

If punk was the untamed offspring of bloated rock and roll, Funk had always been the wilder brother to the Rhythm & Blues and Soul that dominated mainstream radio. Occasionally bands like Sly and The Family Stone or James Brown would have a crossover hit, but that was mainly on F.M. Rock stations not the top forty.

In the late 1960's when Black music was crossing over in the safely packaged sound of Motown with all the hard edges smoothed down for safe handling, Funk was the sound of the unrest and disquiet that permeated the ghettos of America. Angry, celebratory, and not making concessions to anybody else it was the musical equivalent of the clenched fist raised in triumph.

Listen to any of the Funk that came out in the late sixties and early seventies and you can hear the pride of a people in the blasting of the horns and the strut of the bass. There is nothing fettered or choreographed about this stuff; it's the brassy sounds of life in the urban centres of America when hope still coexisted with the poverty and the violence, and drugs weren't considered the only growth business.

Unlike Rap music's either unabashed paeans to consumerism and material gain, or expression of the unfocused anger of the hopeless, Funk embodies the energy of potential. That the Black Panther movement's heyday coincided with Funk's upsurge in popularity shouldn't be seen as a coincidence; they both represented a change in the attitudes of inner city Black people in America.

Digging deep into the vaults of old recordings that have been floating around New York City since the late sixties Funky Delicacies, a division of Tuff City Records, has released Funky Funky New York a collection of rare and unreissued recordings of New York City Funk from 1969-1976.

This truly amazing collection of tunes has devoted half of it's tracks to the work of the Pazant Bothers and their amazing band, Beaufort Express, for the simple expedient of the brother's being accessible for interviews and their recordings from that period having survived. Judging by the quality of their performances though, this whole disc could have been devoted to them, and nobody would have objected.

Like many of their contemporaries they came up from the Southern States, in their case Beaufort South Carolina, to further their musical careers. Other musicians on this disc had moved up from New Orleans, while some were native New Yorkers. It was the collision of all those musical sensibilities that resulted in that distinctive Funk sound we think of today.

Ragtime from New Orleans, Jazz from New York, Blues from Carolina, and everybody's personal musical experiences on top of that, melded together to burst forth into something new. Although not known for being overtly political, the very first song on the compilation forced its creator to form a new band to record it because his label wouldn't touch Roy C. & The Honneydrippers' 1972 "Impeach The President" with a ten-foot pole.

"Impeach The President" is a classic, grab you by the seat of the pants get up and dance piece of funk music. Sitting down and listening to this simultaneously is both criminal and impossible. From the first jolt of the horns, to the pulse of the bass you're either dead, or suffering from spinal problems if you can remain seated for the course of this song.

Hell, be prepared not to sit down ever while listening to this disc. There was that scene in that damned Yuppie movie where they all dance around the kitchen to a Motown song, and I'm thinking now, why weren’t they listening to the stuff on this disc, or its equivalent, if they wanted to dance.

Songs like "Natural Man (I need)" performed by Family Portrait and written by the Williams brothers, snap your spine into motion unlike anything I've ever heard before. This is the stuff that follows the natural progression from the fields, to the church, to the blues and jazz. It feels much more like part of the family of soul full music in the literal sense, than any of its cheap imitators.

If those occasional tastes of funk that have seeped into your lives via the radio have whetted your appetite for more, than Funky Funky New York is an essential addition to your collection. The accompanying booklet gives some really good background into each of the tracks and the artists, and includes a great interview with the Pazant brothers (You can catch Beaufort Express at the Cotton Club every Monday night when they're not touring).

One plaintive note that's struck is the fact that the aforementioned Williams brothers have not been heard of since the disaster of Hurricane Katrina in New Orleans. They had moved their label, Ghetto Records, back to the city of their birth; to continue working, and Tuff City records has not been able to track them down. They ask that if anyone knows anything about the condition or the whereabouts of the family to please contact them at their New York City offices.


April 19, 2006

CD Review: Poetry On Record: 98 Poets Read Their Work 1888-2006

I suppose all of us who have ever set pen to paper, or sat at a keyboard with the intent of writing something significant have attempted to breach the walls that surround that most magical of chalices, the heart of the poet. I know that at one early, misguided point in my pursuits, that I considered myself adept enough at looking into the heart of matters to be able to comment on it in verse.

There is a certain cachet involved with being a poet; it's almost as if the word should be said and written in italics, that regular type face is not up to the task of transmitting the essence of the word. Romantic allusions and illusions cling to the surface of the word poet in a way that eludes most other artistic pursuits.

Even in this electronic age we find ourselves living through, the word poet still evokes for some of us images of quills, ink and parchment over the more prosaic world of the keyboard and the monitor. One cannot visualize Shelly, Byron, or Colridge sitting down at their laptops and composing any of their famous odes or epics

We describe people as having the heart of a poet, when we want to give them credit for being attuned to feelings and emotions, or being able to perceive elements of the world that are beyond the ken of regular mortals. Even though a novelist creates worlds and populates them with strange and wonderful beings, he or she is somehow never granted the same artistic status of the poet.

Perhaps it is the relationship they have with language; their ability to manipulate commonplace words to express the uncommon, the secret, the sacred, and even the profane; that sets them apart. Or is it the fact that they lack our inhibitions about expressing emotional truths that makes us step away; their voices leaving them at odds with mainstream decorum.

The elements of the work that appeals to us, that quickens our hearts and stirs our blood, are those very things that both distinguish and isolate the poet in society. But no matter what role we designate for them, madman or genius, their impact is without doubt. I'm sure that each of us, no matter how un poetic we may consider ourselves, have some bit of doggerel or line of verse imbedded in our brain.

Whether it is a psalm from the bible or a limerick, poetry has the amazing ability to ingratiate itself into our psyche. Is it any wonder that before we had the written word we had epic poems? They were our first means of recording events and of mass communication.

The Odyssey and the Iliad of Homer were not necessarily the first or only ones of their kind; every major culture produced its orations praising their heroes, but they are easily the most widely known in our society. Originally Homer would have recited the lines himself from memory, or as he created them. Others would hear them and memorize them, or he would teach them, and they would be performed for audiences.

There is something about poetry that endures today that seems to demand its proclamation. Laying on the page in its twelve-point text it cries out to be recited. Although anyone could have learned the Iliad and recited in Homer's day, there would have been the world of difference to hear them from the master's lips rather than the pupil.

I'm sure if it had been possible the people behind the amazing Poetry On Record: 98 Poets Read Their Work 1888-2006 would have got him to recite a page or two from the Odyssey, but the technology at their disposal has allowed them to go back only to wax cylinder recordings of Alfred, Lord Tennyson recorded in 1888 reciting "The Charge Of The Light Brigade" and "Come Into The Garden Maud"

Although with the recordings of both Tennyson and Robert Browning, you'd be hard pressed to recognise a word of what they are saying unless you have any familiarity with the text, to all of a sudden hear the man who wrote the lines "Into the Valley of Death rode the six hundred" reciting them as he saw fit, rising out of a sea of static, is heart stopping. These two are only the beginning of amazements that are contained in this four disc set spanning over a hundred years of poetic genius.

It seems that somebody somewhere along the line was always managing to stick a microphone and recording device in front of the some of the major poets of the twentieth century. Individual recordings have been compiled for this one collection so that the romantic lyricism of William Butler Yeats, and the word play of Gertrude Stein rub shoulders with Ezra Pound and Langston Hughes, and that's just disc one!

…"when we hear a poem read by its author, we learn what music the poet intended it to have. We also learn what the poet sounds like, how he or she breaths and, on occasion, catch the poet in an unguarded, telling moment of emotional vulnerability – all helping give weight to the poem's message." Rebekah Presson Mosby, "Our Lives Distilled", Poetry On Record: 98 Poets Read Their Work 1888-2006 included booklet, 2006 p.20-22

While from an intellectual and academic perspective, I'm sure that is worthwhile. To me nothing matches the thrill of actually hearing the voices behind so many poems that I have read and tried to imagine to life either in my head or through my own voice. To be able to listen to T. S. Elliot recite "The Journey Of The Magi" or Robert Frost speak of "The Road Less Take", the doomed Sylvia Plath talk of "Daddy" in the year of her death all in one collection is a gift beyond reckoning.

Poetry On Record: 98 Poets Read Their Work 1888-2006 is a guided tour of North American poetry of this time (a few British exceptions) and the wonder is the remarkable diversity of voices that poetry has always had. Even in the twenties, when lynching was still common in parts of the South, African American poems and poets were appearing in the North.

Watch and listen, as the twentieth century progress, the dynamic of the world changes. The voices grow freer and less constrained in both form and substance. Faces and accents lose their homogeneity and become representative of the population at large.

Perhaps there is some sad irony in the Native voices using the oral traditions of their conquerors because theirs has been overwhelmed, but at the same time they and their Chicano, Asian, and African American contemporaries are able to utilize the tools at hand to bring the contemporary stories of their people alive.

One could quibble with the decision to select primarily North American voices, ignoring as it does countless other English language voices, but one also needs to remember the intended audience for this compilation. In that context it makes perfect sense to focus only on those poets who are pertinent to this continent.

When you listen to this collection, put aside all politics of whatever, instead, revel in the rare gift that is being offered. Do not deny yourself the excitement and the thrill derived from hearing these voices. Now that you can hear them for yourself, what do you think?

Is there something special or different about a poet? Are there clues in their manner of speaking which show us how they find their way to those words they have chosen to describe circumstances or a theme? Doesn't that poem you were forced to memorize in class sound so much better spoken by the tongue of the person that wrote it than a stumbling, embarrassed and resentful classmate?

Poetry On Record: 98 Poets Read Their Work 1888-2006 is a treasure any lover of poetry will regret not owning. I guess it would be possible to round up recordings of some of these poets in other places, but not all of them, and maybe not even these poems selected here.

With the included booklet containing essays that speak to both the nature of poetry in general, and the items and recordings of these discs in particular, you will be hard pressed to find a better means of passing these bits of our oral history on to a new generation. If you don’t buy it for yourself, at least buy it for your grandchildren.

April 18, 2006

Partition: A New Solution For Iraq

(The following information was found in Washington D.C. by unknown people and distributed to various other unknown people on the Internet. Given the location where it was found its provenance is obviously good even if it has no basis in fact or bearing on reality.

It appears to be the transcription of a secret meeting of the National Security Council, with people obviously aware they were being recorded because of their use of code names. We can only guess at the identities of some of those involved, but it seems fair to assume that "Sure Shot"(S.S) refers to Vice President Chenny, Red Hot Momma, (R.H.M.) to Secretary Rice, and Top Hat (T.H.) to President Bush. We have no clue as to the others involved, but since their contributions are usually ignored and largely insignificant they don't really matter.

Below is a faithful reproduction of the transcription, just as I received it. I'm telling the truth, so you can believe me)

S.S. "Gentlemen, we need to (sound of a throat being cleared) oh sorry, and lady… geez I just can't help thinking of you as one of the boys… (Sound of general laughter gradually tails off into embarrassed silence)…Well, ahem, anyway, as I was starting to say we need to take a serious look at the situation in Iraq and the whole government issue. The stalemate over their parliament is just not ending …"

T.H "Geez Dick…what…Oh yeah, sorry. Sure Shot, I thought you said your people we're handling this. You and Rumsfield…what, oh crap he ain't here what does it matter if I call him by name, were supposed to have calmed the rag heads down by now. How I'm I going to be able to invade Iran if we can't get these dummies to behave? You told me to say the war was over, so that I could start a new one. I want a new war to wage Dick. This one's boring…What? oh damn Sure Shot."

S.S. "Well, Top Hat, we all admire your enthusiasm, and your eagerness to continue the agenda (murmurs of agreement) but sometimes you can't expect the unexpected…"

T.H. "Well thanks for stating the fucking obvious, Sure Shot, you can't expect the unexpected…I'm not the press, can you please talk something close to English when you talk to me. Goddamn it I need some bourbon, is this going to take a while, the Rangers are playing and I'd like to catch a couple of innings. Hey Connie, can we get the Secret Service boys to tune in the Ranger's game on their earpieces? One of you boys can give me the score as we go okay… thanks. Oh all right Dick just keep your shirt on, (sound of bottle and glass being placed on table) oh hey thanks, I guess I can cope with what you got to say now. (Sound of liquid being poured) Go on now, you look you might hurt yourself if you keep frowning like that. Don't know if I can round up yet another heart for you so soon."

S.S. " Well as I was saying, we all admire your eagerness to get on with our agenda in the Mid East, but we really can't afford to leave Iraq and go after Iran until things settle down a lot more. We need the government there to be in place. The problem is that the three major groups can't agree on anything important. We also need to keep all three of them happy too or we end up with even worse problems than we have now. Unfortunately there doesn't seem to be any obvious or easy solution to the situation. We can't take over governing the country again, that will tie up far too many troops and lose us what allies we have there already."

T.H. " Well, so what is their problem anyway. We got rid of Saddam; we gave them the vote, what more do they want. Some people just aren't very grateful are they? They should just be happy with the fact that we're letting them have their own country, it's not like they 're civilized or anything, good God half of them don't even drink."

R.H.M. "If I may T.H., Sure Shot, thank you. The problem is sir, I don't think they're ungrateful it's just that we're talking about two separate sects, and one group who are a different race altogether. While the Sunni's and the Shites are both Muslim, they practice different types and follow different leaders…

T.H. "Like Catholics and Protestants you mean…"

R.H.M. "Very astute sir, quite similar. Plus the Kurds are a different people completely and have wanted independence from Iraq for ages. Even though there is one group in the majority, there are enough of the other two to create problems. On top of that, each group has experienced discrimination at the hands of the other."

"Saddam was a Sunni, so even though they are a minority they got all the favourable jobs and treatment. Now they are frightened that the Shites will want revenge. The Kurds, on the other hand, have been hunted and killed by the other two groups, and really don't trust either of them…"

T.H. "You could say they are like a Muslim Jew, than couldn't you. Catholics and Protestants may not get along, but we all hate Jews, ha, ha, ha, ha."

R.H.M. "Yes sir, very similar again. So you can understand the depth of the mistrust between the three main political parties, and why Sure Shot and I are having such a hard time solving this situation. It's generations of mistrust that can't be overcome overnight, and might even take years if not a generation or two passing before they begin to trust each other again. The best we can hope for is to find some compromise candidate for Prime Minister that will be acceptable to all parties. Which means we will have to ensure that the current Prime Minister "agrees" to step down."

T.H. "Damn right he'll agree, or he might just get to visit Cuba for a few months, and not with Fidel. (Sound of liquid being poured into a glass) What I don't understand is why with all our damned intelligence are we so surprised by these turn of events. How come no one saw this coming? That's why I gave you this job Sure Shot; you said you knew all about how we could best handle it."

"I didn't think that meant so your boys could line their pockets. By the way you better warn them to start covering their tracks a little better, the auditor general is cracking down. They're not just stealing form the Iraqis now but they're skimming off the top of U.S. money too. Nah don't worry about it too much, we got worse problems than a few hundred million vanishing."

" I think we need to be rethinking the way we're going about this. Trying to make one country outta three people just ain't looking like it's working. Why can't we partition up the country into three parts, and give each of them a chunk for their own, which they can rule autonomously."

"That way they won't be arguing over who gets to be in charge, cause they all get to be in charge of their own little piece of the pie. Each of them can get a chunk of the oil fields, so they don't squabble about that, and than they can govern their own people. Give everybody a couple of months to move into their new neighbourhoods and bingo bango three new countries and everyone's happy"

"We can set a deadline of the fourth of July, so they know who they have to thank for it every year. Our troops pull out, my approval rating goes through the roof, just in time to invade Iran, and quash those mullah jerks once and for all. I don't know why you guys didn't think of that? It sure seems like the easy answer to me. I bet you no one's ever even thought of it before."

"But that's all these situations need is common sense, which I gotta say seems like it sure is short supply around here on some days. I wish you guys would come to me sooner with your little problems; it would sure save us all a lot of trouble."

"I want you guys to get to work with this with Rumsfield right away, and I want to see a logistics report about it on my desk in a week or so. If there's nothing else, me and my buddy Jack here are going to catch the last of the Rangers game. All right class dismissed."

That's where the transcript ended, with T.H. leaving the room. There was no date on the paper, so there's no indication as to what stage these plans are at. But I'd think we should all be prepared for some sort of startling announcement from the White House about Iraq in the near future

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April 17, 2006

O Bar Bands Where Art Thou?

In hotel lounges and bars across North America, from cheap honkey tonks, to upscale joints, you used to find musicians plying their trade. The range in material was about as diverse as the range in quality; country, blues, rock, folk, you could find almost any type of music being played on any night in spots every night of the week.

Some of the bands were young with stars in their eyes; but for the most part they were seasoned pros of the road doing what they love to do for a few hundred bucks a week if they had a steady gig, or a few bucks and their share of the band beer for a weekend show.

Some of them were good, just as tight and energetic as anything you'dl hear anywhere and it made you wonder why they were still playing in bars. Others, well you wonder how it is they even got that gig, and hope for their sakes they're just having a bad night.

I always wanted them to sound good for their own sakes, maybe as an ex performer I have certain empathy for anybody up on stage, but I thing part of it is the hope we all have for the underdog. The record companies aren't rushing to hand out contracts to roadhouse rock and roll/blues band anymore. They don't sell records in large numbers and they're expensive to maintain.

Hip-hop and rap must have seemed like manna from heaven for record moguls. Gone are the days of having to pay freight for a band and all its equipment when it goes on tour. All you need now is to be able to plug in a few microphones and install some computer software into the house system and you're good to go.

What started out as an inexpensive way for musicians to perform and communicate, has been latched on to by the record companies as a means to wring more dollars out of their potential market. Gone are the days of the big bands blasting out rowdy, bar room brawl, music that is the life blood or rock and roll.

They might get an occasional CD put out on one of the smaller specialty labels, but their bread and butter is playing live gigs four or five nights a week across North America in bars of various degrees of repute. For every class establishment like the House of Blues, there are thirty where you have to play behind chicken wire so the flying beer bottles don't connect with your head.

For those who saw the original Blues Brothers movie and thought the scene where they played behind wire was a figment of the filmmaker's fancy haven't been in bars near lumber camps where they guys only get paid once every two weeks, and have worked for fourteen straight days. Adding alcohol to that mix gives new meaning to the phrase putting out fires with gasoline.

But even in the bars technology is starting to take its toll on live performances. For a couple a hundred bucks a bar owner can hire some guy with a Karaoke set up. Who needs live musicians when you can have a band in a box that offers you more opportunity to sell booze as your clientele buy "courage" to get up on stage and sing along.

What gets me are the bars and clubs that still charge a cover for the privilege of watching untalented drunks mangle the tunes to their favourite songs. I really fail to find any enjoyment in those events, and wonder what it is that attracts so many people to them.

Singing your favourite song to the accompaniment of cheesy sounding electronic music while reading off a teleprompter is the ultimate in professionalism. Now you too know what its like to be a rock star. Yeah, well, maybe in today's plastic pop music world that is seemingly made up of glorified Karaoke singers, but not in the world of rock and roll.

I remember reading something that Hunter S. Thompson wrote years ago. He talked about sitting in some bar and he was watching you usual average bar band when the drummer started off a Credence Clearwater Revival song. Hunter described watching the drummer as he went "to that clear high space where the eagles fly and mortals don't often get to ascend to".

The drummer had found the groove of the song and was experiencing something that only comes with a real performance. Where it's just you and the song and your reasons for performing have nothing to do with ego or money, but the sheer joy of being able to perform.

You're not going to witness that in the self-conscious world of Karaoke, or from most of today's pop automatons. That's something that's only seen when the people are playing for the sheer love of the music. As the opportunities for these musicians and bands to play are slowly evaporating it will become a sight less often seen outside of obvious centres for music.

In the mid 1970's my father-in-law was on the road. His circuit was North Eastern Ontario and Western Quebec. He was paid enough that he was able to hire the musicians he played with, own the equipment for their gigs, and buy himself a house up in North Eastern Ontario. But it's a hard life and takes it's toll, so he moved back to Kingston, got a job and started a second family.

When I first met him in 1996 he was still playing in and around Kingston, just him, his lead player, and eventually my wife joined them to sing harmonies and play percussion. The only places that he could get gigs by than were the Canadian Legions, since they were still hiring bands for each night of the weekend and Sunday afternoons.

With the number of Legions in our vicinity and the fact that he is a great performer, he was usually guaranteed work every other weekend. But times have changed even there and live bands are no longer in demand when you can hire a Karaoke machine for half the price. People have become so wrapped up in themselves that they don't realize what they are in danger of losing a precious commodity.

My father-in-law grew up in a family that played music, so even before he was playing he was absorbing all the old songs. Those were the songs he first learned, and he's never forgotten them, and he and his banjo playing brother can still sit down and play them all at the drop of a hat (and the raising of a beer or two) He's been learning new material with each passing decade, including some of his own. But he can play everything from Hank Williams to Santana without missing a beat.

Standards, blues, country, folk, or rock and roll are all grist for his mill. The thing is he's not unique. There are hundreds if not thousands of musicians out there who can do that, but we have discarded them in favour of stroking our own egos. These people we have tossed aside are our links to our musical past. If it hadn't been for people like them so many people would have never experienced the joy of seeing this music performed live.

Perhaps the cycle will come around again to live music in all the small bars across North America, and real music performed by real musicians will be in demand. The recent interest in Johnny Cash and movies like Oh Brother Where Art Thou? has rekindled people's appreciation for the sound of fingers on strings.

I only hope that the roots rock revival that people talk about with such reverence will actually have some wide ranging effects and not just be confined the a few centres. I'd love to be able to go into a bar again and hear a band play classic blues, vintage rock and roll, and real country all in the same set.

We all have our vision of what components are needed to make up an ideal world. Mine includes bars where bands play real music for real people.


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April 16, 2006

The Honesty Of Art


"Rid yourself of the feeling that Art has nothing to do with reality and is not sturdy enough to face it on it's own" Erwin Piscator

One of the things that has always made the arts so dangerous to people who would control the way populations think is it's inherent capability of promoting independent thought. The good piece of art, be it novel, music, painting, theatre, or any of the other varied means of expression at the disposal of human beings, will promote a highly individual reaction from each of its observers.

Not everybody is going to be touched in the same manner upon listening to a piece of music as powerful as Beethoven's Ninth symphony, or by looking at Andy Warhol's "Campbell Soup Cans". The mirror that art holds up to society will offer a reflection unique as the vision that our personal mirrors offer us when we look into them.

Our perceptions and personal experiences are the filter through which we see everything, including our interpretations and reactions to a piece of art. Those seeking to control artistic expression do so with the hopes of controlling the way in which the world is seen. For what other reason would the Vatican have a list of proscribed books? Or would religious and political zealots throughout history have for their tendency to burn books?

The last thing that people of a very narrow perspective want is those under their sway to be given the means to form thoughts that are in opposition to their orthodoxy. This autocratic curtailing of thought can occur under many guises, but the most insidious form is the utilization of moral outrage. Under this blanket objection, proponents of censorship are able to cloak themselves in the costume of protectors of the innocent, guardians of virtue, and upholders of societal values.

It used to be that these folk were satisfied with working at a local level by attacking the choices made by school boards of what to include in their curriculum. They reserved their attacks for what was being taught in t the English and Health departments.

Their objections have always mystified me; for example I've never been able to understand what's so insidious about a Health teacher instructing his or her students in the names and functions of bodily parts. Its stuff most kids see on themselves every day isn't it? It's not like their giving them instructions on how to use sex toys, or telling them to go forth and procreate.

In fact the way sex education is usually taught in schools, half the time I bet the students have no idea that what the teacher is talking about has anything to do with having sex. Most of the time it's such a clinical thing that chances are it's more liable to turn them off having sex than anything else.

Then there are some of the books they want banned, the old favourite of course is J.D. Salinger's Catcher In The Rye. Holden is a foul-mouthed cynic and failure who is the epitome of the angst filled teenager. Lost and confused he lashes out at everybody and blames everybone else for his failures. It's still considered to this day one of the finest books written that has dealt with the difficulties some people have in adolescence.

But all some people can see is the language, and they refuse to get past it. They say they don't want their children exposed to it. Which pretty much means they are going to have to lock them in the house, seal all the windows so that sound doesn't come in from the streets, and throw out any televisions, radios, or other means of broadcasting the outside world into their house.

Perhaps back in the days when Catcher In The Rye was written people would have more of an excuse for being shocked at the language, it wasn't as prevalent in society then as it's now. But I have to wonder what world people live in where they think that banning one book will prevent their children from hearing that type of language.

Maybe they think that by teaching it in school the language is being legitimatised, but I would think it's prevalence in everyday life would take care of that. If language is such a concern for parents, than they need to make it clear what they consider acceptable behaviour in their house, and offer their children explanations for their reasoning.

Unfortunately it's not only the legions of decency that are a threat to literature, there's also the misguided politically correct. These are the folk who try to pull works such as Mark Twain's Huckelberry Finn and William Shakespeare's Merchant of Venice from curriculum.

Their grounds for wanting these books removed are just as spurious as those who would have other "offensive" material removed. They want to re-write history and pretend that certain attitudes and beliefs never existed. In point of fact probably the best place for young people to read these books is in a school setting where the subject matter can be placed in its proper historical context and the behaviour of the characters can be seen in that light.

In their own ways each of these books are historically accurate in their depiction of the times they represent, and in the attitudes of the characters and society. We can't change what has happened in our past no matter how much it embarrasses us, but people will not learn from it if we pretend it never existed.

Now of course the reach of these groups has grown longer. Pop music has always been a target for the forces of decency, and they got their fifteen minutes of fame in the 1980's with hearings somehow made official even though a non-politician headed them. Who can forget that paragon of taste, Tipper Gore, justifying the suspension of the amendment to the United States Constitution guaranteeing freedom of speech in the name of moral decency?

All those hearings did was provide labels to tell kids which discs they should buy if they really wanted to piss off their parents. Putting a label on an album saying this contains mention of drug use and offensive language is like waving a red flag in front of a bull when it comes to adolescent males. No wonder the record companies had no objections to the hearings; they knew the notoriety could only increase sales.

Instead of viewing this as a set back the forces of moral decency have been on the upswing in recent years. The whole incident with Janet Jackson's nipple (can I even say that word) appearing for a micro second during the Supper Bowl halftime show a couple of years ago has resulted in the television networks in the United States being cowed into surrendering autonomy at the threat of depletion of their cash cow advertising contracts.

Arts Councils and federal funding agencies are being told what they can and can't fund based on moral standards that have nothing to do with artistic merit or talent. This type of control on creativity strikes to the very heart of artistic expression. Someone other than the individual artist making decisions on what is considered art.

Art is not supposed to be safe and docile at the command of one portion of the population. People misuse the term artistic temperament and believe it to be a mode of behaviour that can be turned on and off. In reality it means certain people are born with both sensitivity to the inner workings of the human psyche and the abilities to depict it.

Despite what the paragons of virtue would like us to believe there is a lot of darkness in this world and that will show up in any mirror that is pointing in the right direction. The prevalence and acceptance of violence in the mainstream, the continual objectification of humans, the xenophobia of mainstream society, and the very hypocrisy that drives the forces of decency are sufficient fodder for most artists to depict our world in less than glowing terms.

Art has everything to do with what is going on around us. If we lived in a world where tolerance and tranquility abounded you would see that looking back at you from the pages of a book, or the canvas on the wall. You would hear it in the music being composed and the songs being sung.

I don't know if the people who seek to control artistic expression are doing so because they understand that or not. It is more likely that they are doing it because they don't see the world they want to exist depicted. With their efforts to control expression they are trying to form a false picture of the world for their own peace of mind.

Unfortunately neither the world nor the artists are co-operating, and they never will. Perhaps there will come a time when people realize they can't enforce their vision of existence on either the world or the artist. Instead of trying to control art, they need to accept the fact that it tells them with, far more honesty than any newspaper, what is going on in the world.


April 15, 2006

Passover And Easter: Uneasy Neighbours

A friend of mine sent me an email the other day containing a series of letters to the editor that one of the English newspapers hadn't published. While some were sort of stupid, and others mildly amusing, one had me almost in tears. Like all good letters it was simple, direct, and to the point:

"Did anyone else feel that Mel Gibson's remake of the classic Life of Brian wasn't anywhere near as funny as the original?"

I'm at a loss as to understand why the newspaper in question refused to publish the letter. But than again I agree with the writer of the letter so maybe I'm not the perfect judge of community standards in these circumstances. There are others who would probably take offence to the tone of the letter.

Most likely they would be the same crowd who had taken offence to the original movie in the first place. When it was released, Monty Python's Life Of Brian was considered sacrilegious or blasphemous and any of the other nasty words that people like to throw at works that make fun of their belief systems. Of course Mel's film, The Passion, had its own detractors, and they called it things like anti-Semitic, and pornographic in it's display of violence, so maybe it had more in common with the original than we thought.

I never had any desire to go see Mel's film, not being a Christian the subject matter wasn't exactly appealing to me, and I figured I knew the story well enough already. Heck the whole world knows the story whether we want to or not so I couldn't see much point in retelling it. But, like I said I'm not a Christian so it's not for me to judge whether or not they want to make movies about their religion. (Please do me a favour and don't write in telling me all the reasons for the need to constantly tell this story over and over again or how well it did at the box office, E.T. did well at the box office and I couldn't see the point in it either.)

Every year some church group or another does a Passion play in the community where I live, or a stations of the cross retelling, or something along those lines. We get a live television feed of the Pope addressing the faithful in St. Peter's square for his Easter sermon, and we get images of pilgrims making their way through Jerusalem being shepherded by Israeli soldiers.

The irony of those visuals, Christian pilgrims being protected by the soldiers of the only Jewish state as they go to worship the person in whose name so many Jews have died seems to escape most people. Adding even more irony to the mix is the fact that at the same time Easter is being celebrated by Christians, Jewish people are celebrating Passover.

Passover of course is the celebration of Moses leading the Jewish people out of Egypt and bondage and into the promised land of Israel. That they had to smote a few thousand Canaanites who happened to be living there already seems to have been lost in the shuffle, but the Bible just sort of glosses over that little fact. That annoying little bit of history probably only merits a couple of versus in "Exodus".

Passover is a holiday that commemorates freedom, the birth of the laws of Judaism (the Ten Commandments) and the trials that had to be overcome to achieve that freedom. The first two nights of (Jewish holidays start at sundown of the day prior to what would be called the first day) of the holiday are marked with a serving of a meal, the Seder, in which the stages of the journey are ritually enacted through the foods eaten and the prayers and songs recited.

Now, according to what we are told, it was during Passover that Jesus was arrested, crucified, and resurrected. One could say the celebration of these events is the celebration of the birth of Christianity. As the corner stone of this religion is a belief in those events, and they are celebrated every year it only makes sense that it be considered the beginning of the belief system.

Unfortunately instead of thinking of Passover with respect and fondness, at many periods through out history Christians have sized on it to search for excuses to attack or abuse Jews. The whole Christ killer accusation has been so pervasive that in the 1960's Lenny Bruce, the American comic and satirist, was still utilizing it for material.

First of all he confesses that yes he and his uncles took Christ down to the basement and worked him over a little too much. Than he tells his audience they should be grateful that they (Jews) killed Christ when they did. How would they have felt if it happened in recent history, and they all had to walk around wearing electric chairs around their necks?

Having not seen Mr. Gibson's movie, I can't comment on the anti-Semitic nature, but I'm sure that accusation is based on the fact that Jewish people have a very real reason to be afraid of the Christ killer accusation. If, in any way, the movie depicted events that could leave that accusation as a conclusion, is it any wonder there would have been an outcry against it?

In the days of the Protestant Reformation, when the Catholic Church was lashing out at any "enemy" of Christianity, it was common for the ghettos that the Jews were confined in, to be invaded during Passover/Easter. Some bright spin doctor of his day seized upon the story of marking the door jams with the blood of a lamb so the Angel of death would know not to take Jewish first born children during the plagues, and turned it into Matzah (unleavened bread eaten during Passover) being made with the blood of gentile children.

With the Jews mysteriously escaping the worst of the effects of the plague (having personal hygiene as part of your religion staves off a lot of waste born diseases) and the unrest of the times due to the reformation, it was easy to take such lies and make Jews scapegoats for the ails of society.

Although this was common practice during the year, Easter and Passover provided a means for whipping up mob violence, making Jewish life even more precarious. During the centuries of the Diaspora and even today for Jews who do not live in Israel, the end of the Seder is marked with the toast of "Next year in Jerusalem". During dark times it was a ray of hope symbolizing freedom and a return tothe heart of their religion. As Moses led them out of slavery into the freedom of Israel, so they would hope to return to the city that was their icon of release from persecution.

The treatment of Jews over the years by followers of Christianity has not spoken well for the younger belief system's tolerance of others. When I hear the bells pealing for Easter mass I can't help but think of other springs in different lands where those bells would call the faithful to acts of violence and hatred against people who's only crime was to worship a different God.

We need far more movies like Life of Brian which laugh at the world, and far fewer movies like The Passion which remind us of the hatreds in the world. It doesn't matter what it's intent was, sometimes simply depicting the events is all that takes to fan the flames of old fears and old hatreds. I don't see the necessity of that in any circumstances.

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April 14, 2006

NaNoWriMo Notes 16: Waiting For Replies

All good intentions aside, there is realistically only so much editing one can do in a day. Hell, there's only so much one can do in a week, but that would be pushing it back to being far too sporadic to count as a concentrated effort. Since I'm trying to made such an exertion, so I'm not let scrambling when the happy event of manuscript acceptance occurs, I've been trying to find something to do besides editing and posting to my blog each day to keep me focused.

A couple of months back I received the advice from a couple of sourses to try submitting some of my work to magazines. This is something that has crossed my mind from time to time in the past. I have all these articles that I've already written on a variety of subjects after all, so why not put them to use.

Now the first thing I had to do was to find out what was out there and what sort of potential market for my work existed. I pretty much figured I could discount most of my reviews, as most magazines have in house people to do reviews. I also realised that the majority of my op-ed would only be of interest to a limited market, for much the same reason as reviews.

Even before I had begun looking for magazines I began to realize the paucity of my marketable material. The whole experience was beginning to sound a little less like fun, and a little much like work. Oh well I had said I wanted to be distracted from editing and this looked it would be quite the distraction.

I decided to focus on a couple of specific articles and see if I could sell them to genre magazines. They weren’t actually articles, they were interviews, and I thought that might make them easier to sell. One was with an established author, Ashok Banker author of a modern retelling of the Indian epic tale The Ramayana, and the other Robert Scott whose Eldarn Sequence had just had its first of three books, The Hickory Staff, published.

My next step was one that seemingly thousands if not millions of people do each day, Google. It's amazing how many science fiction/fantasy magazines are in existence. I don't know what I expected, but the numbers were staggering. I decided to refine my search slightly and augmented it with the word submissions.

It may not have reduced the number of returns, but it at least meant I wouldn't have to search every site for their submissions page. I picked three for each author and set about fulfilling the requirements requested of the individual publications. Each submission would consist of a query letter, a word document I've prepared containing quotes about how wonderful I am, and most important of all, either an excerpt or the whole manuscript depending on their requirements.

One thing that most people offering you advice about making submissions tell you is to always make sure that the query letter you send is distinct for each publisher. The last thing they are going to be impressed with is a dear sir form letter. They will be much more interested if you can tell them why your article will sell them more magazines then they did last month without you.

Usually magazines will offer you the alternative of submitting by e-mail, especially if it's only a query letter, but most of them will even accept your story as well. One thing I did notice, and this is something that you have to be really careful of, is that some them accept items as attachments to their emails, while others want them included in the body. It really felt odd pasting seven or eight pages of text into a letter as a postscript to the signature.

I had figured on making those two interviews my trial balloons. I'd see how they went over and make a decision based on that whether or not to keep trying to sell existing pieces or to start writing for specific targets. I was still keeping my eyes open for other magazines to submit to as well.

Somehow or other, I can't remember how, I came across the submission guidelines to Addbusters so I sent them off some of my snarkier satire pieces, because that would be along the lines of what they'd like. I also came across a magazine based out of Oakland call Color Lines which publishes all manner of articles that deal with issues of race.

As I have written quite extensively on the subject or race, I thought it would be worth a shot to try and get one or two of my pieces included in their magazine. What was promising about Color Line was that they will hold on to submissions if they think they have merit and publish them in an appropriately themed issue. So if an article doesn't work right away, it could work three months from now.

I have since heard back from three of the magazines, one was an outright rejection, one was a we can't use this article, but please keep us in mind for the future, and the third was from Color Lines saying your article is in the hands of the appropriate editor for possible use in a future issue.

You know what they say about not encouraging people sometimes, because they won't shut up. Well that's me, give me an opening and I'll blasting away at with everything I've got. I immediately sent them off four more articles which they could hopefully make use of for some upcoming issue.

What's also nice about Color Lines (aside from the fact they don't spell the name of their magazine properly) is that they pay. Not just a pittance either but $250.00 (in American dollars which would be close to $300 in Canada) per article. Even one of those a month would make a huge difference in our lives let me tell you.

I have a nice fantasy that involves getting picked up as a stringer by a few magazines and starting to make enough money that way to be able to augment my disability checks through my work as a writer. Being paid and being able to make enough money a month to put a dent in our horrific debt load would be an astounding thing.

The only drawback is my slightly astringent tone. Not many popular magazines, the ones with money enough to pay real amounts, want stuff that's a little bit nasty, or even outspoken. They want stuff that a housewife will feel comfortable reading while she's waiting in a doctor's office.

Since one of my stated goals with my writing is to be a little unsettling, I don't think Good Housekeeping and Redbook are my ideal target market. But it seems there are enough magazines out there that are willing to look at work that isn't completely main stream so I can always hold out hope of earning a partial living from what I love doing, while awaiting the fame and fortune that will come my way when I'm a published novelist.

Speaking of which, the novel that is, I have finished editing up to the end of Chapter Eleven, and have surprised myself twice by laughing out loud at own my prose. (Not at typos, but in genuine amusement, thank you very much) I've also submitted it to another publisher, this one a little closer to home than the last one as it's based out of Toronto.

Kunati Inc. is a brand new publishing house that's looking for what it calls "Fresh Voices". I guess that means they are looking for different approaches and new ideas. Well I'm different, so I figured they were worth a shot.

They wanted a query letter, and a chapter pasted into the body of the email. So that went out a day or so ago, and we shall see what we shall see. It hasn't even been a month since I sent out the query and three chapters to the folk in India, so I don't suppose I'll be hearing from them for a while yet.

That's okay as I still have a ways to go to finish editing the rest of the book, and also have to figure out a way of breaking it to them that it's in two parts. Of course if they happen to be checking up on my web presence and me they might just end up reading this, and find out anyway.

Well so there you are, an interlude post as we await with baited breath anything exciting happening in a writer's life.

April 13, 2006

Jared Stern,"Page Six", The New York Post: Fact Or Fiction

I don't know whether to laugh or puke. Crying has nothing to do with the stink being given off by the justifications Jared Paul Stern is offering for his recent dealings with supermarket magnet Ron Burkle. For the measly sum of $100,000 up front, and a $10,000 per month retainer, he offered the California billionaire freedom from the abuse that Stern's employer, The New York Post, has been heaping on him via it's "Page Six" society column.

Stern has taken refuge in the classic contemporary two-part rebuttal when one is caught with their hand in the cookie jar. Part one, claim to be framed or entraped, and part two, justify it by saying, what does it matter, everyone does it anyway.

For part one he claims that it was Burkle who was continually trying to get him to use the word protection, that only selected bits of a three hour conversation was released, the $100,000 was for a proposed investment in his clothing line, "Skull and Bones", and the $10,000 per month for work as a media consultant. Besides which he claims to have told Mr. Burkle that he didn't need protection against lies being told him in "Page Six" stories because the column did not print them:

"If we do an item and we say, 'There's a rumour that so-and-so is doing something,' it's not inaccurate that there's a rumour of something," he said yesterday. "We report on what people are talking about." Jared Paul Stern "The Globe and Mail" 2006-04-12

Somehow the printing of hearsay and innuendo has become not lying about a person as long as you say somebody is saying its gossip or a rumour. Does it matter who says it? If for example Mr. Stern's editor says it to Mr. Stern, and Mr. Stern then runs a story saying, rumour has it that Mr. Burkle has sexual relations with farm animals, how is that not lying?

Anybody can say anything about anybody and preface it with I heard, or rumour has it, but that doesn't make it true. Why print it if you don't know whether or not you can substantiate what has been claimed? The only reason could be to damage the reputation of the person in question. There is no such thing as benign gossip or innuendo, so why do these people at "Page Six" think they are an exception?

Part two of the classic defence, the everybody else is doing it bit, is not only being wheeled out by Stern himself, but he actually has supporters who are rallying to his defence. Although I personally wonder who is going to take the words of a person who is referred to as a "gadabout" seriously anymore, (didn't they go out of style with Bernie Wooster and the "anybody for tennis" crowd) one Toby Young offered the following justification on his blog:

"Even if Stern is guilty as charged — and he maintains he's guilty of nothing more serious than 'an error of judgment' — this is surely exactly the behaviour you'd expect of a Page Six reporter," Young wrote. "In fact, it's precisely because columns like Page Six give off such a pungent whiff of old-fashioned corruption that they're read so avidly by media insiders." Ibid.

That sort of comment takes your breath away. What kind of world do these people live in where they get their thrills out of reading the writing of people they know are lying, and trying to cheat others for money? Why would newspapers devote a mm.of column space to this people, whose only claim to fame is they inherited money?

In response to reports that have surfaced of "Page Six" editor Richard Johnson and his staff having entered into arrangements of the kind proposed to Mr Burkle in the past Stern's comment cements his commitment to the everybody's doing it alibi with his claim of, "You'll see people on all levels and all kinds of publications doing that"… "It's just not really a huge issue."

Which is an interesting statement to be making when it goes against any ethical standards a newspaper needs to maintain if it wants to keep the trust of it's readership. How much would you trust a news source if you thought that it had entered into "a relationship" with certain parties that offered soft coverage in exchange for financial considerations?

Maybe some of you think, like Mr. Stern does, that the coverage this story is receiving "is completely insane", due to the fact that it's only a gossip column. But that's not the issue; the issue is the conduct of the people involved. Is this what we want from our journalists, people who think the truth is only another commodity to be bought and sold?

The people who inhabit the world that Jared Stern writes about are the leaders of industry and the wealthiest individuals on the face of the planet. Are they truly as morally bankrupt as he makes them out to be, or is he simply depicting them as such to defend his actions?

Mr. Burkle had written to Rupert Murdoch, owner of the New York Post expressing his concern over the repeated number of slurs on his character being expressed on "Page Six". The response, seemingly, was to send out Mr. Stern to negotiate a deal of some sort for representation of some kind.

Whether it's as Mr. Stern claims it was, an innocent conversation about a job and investments, or what the F.B.I. claim it was, extortion, pales next to his lack of contrition for potentially committing a felony. His plea of innocence is seriously undermined by his quickness to try and excuse the behaviour by claiming everybody does it. If he were truly innocent why would he have to resort to making those types of accusations?

Clouding the issues by tarring others with same brush hasn't even worked for politicians, so I don't see why he expects people to buy it from a journalist. Especially one who claims that something isn't a lie as long you preface it with the magic words, "was claimed", or "said to be".

If so-called legitimate news sources like the New York Post are stooping to reporting innuendo and rumour, and allowing it's staff to augment their salaries by reaching side deals with their subject matter, no matter what the situation or circumstances, it calls their credibility into question. Any claim to objectivity on the part of their staff and management is immediately made suspect by the behaviour and claims about policy made by Jared Stern.

It's one thing for a newspaper to have an editorial policy endorsing certain policies and slanting its coverage to reflect that, but it's another all together to sell coverage on demand. At the very least they have a responsibility to their readership to be clear as to their purpose.

Is their purpose to provide across the board, objective as possible news reporting? Or do they merely serve to function as a public relations vehicle for those who can afford their services? That is the point that really need clarification.

April 12, 2006

CD Review: White Limousine Duncan Sheik

It was the concept I liked, that's why I decided to review the CD. Give the audience access to the basic tracks so they can play around with the sound and make it more to their liking. It's a variation on a theme that's been starting to appear as people's home computers have become more sophisticated in their abilities to deal with music files and information.

Discs like IR2 have made individual tracks available online for people to either include in their own songs, or to remix into different forms. David Byrne and Brian Eno have released tracks from their early 1980's found sound experiment My Life In The Bush Of Ghosts online for people to play with and generate new music.

So when I read that a performer named Duncan Sheik was issuing a special DVD ROM with his latest CD, White Limousine that would allow his audience to remix some of the material, I thought what a good idea. I know from my own personal experiences that there is plenty of material out there I would love to get my hands on to do just that.

Either turning the bass track down, increasing the lead vocals, or putting a little more oomph in the guitar, something that would make the song sound better to my ears. At first blush it sounds like something very democratic that the performer is offering his audience: I know not everyone has the same tastes, so why don't you change it to suit your needs.

But after listening to White Limousine I've had second thoughts on the matter. How many composers would allow anyone to mess about with what they considered their final take on something as personal a piece of music? In the first two instances that I talked about what's being offered are tracks that have been previously recorded to be used as the basis for a song, any song. Chants from Southern Pacific Indigenous peoples, drums from the Amazon basin, radio broadcasts, and other third party creations.

In his release notes where he talks about the idea, Duncan Sheik says "there are countless other versions of these songs that one might attempt and I'm genuinely interested in what other people do with this material." The software that's shipped with the DVD ROM splits each song down to its component tracks, and allows you to remix them to your heart's content.

I guess it would be fun for people who are into playing with other people's music and not creating their own, but personally I can't see the point except as a marketing tool. When I've watched musicians mix down their songs, they've been in agony trying to ensure everything matches what they heard in their head when they composed it. They're usually more liable to let someone sleep with their partner than mess with the final mix of their music.

I personally wonder about a person's commitment to their music if they are willing to surrender control of it just to see "what other people do with this material". Can you see Van Gogh offering someone a brush to add some daubs of colour to "Starry Night"? He might do the "Lend my you ear bit" from Shakespeare first, literally; and with a dull palate knife.

Maybe I had all these thoughts because the music on White Limousine left me quite cold. Everything is very competently played and the mix is impeccable but the songs felt like they were trying too hard to be meaningful and emotional.

On a song like the title track "White Limousine" which is supposed to be an up-tempo, anthem style rock number, with the lyrics supplying an ironic counter point, the oomph of emotional commitment to the song isn't there to make it feel like an anthem. It feels like a middle of the road ballad singer trying to sing a rock song.

This album is plagued by "Sincerity" with a capital "S", and reminds me unfortunately far too much of the soft rock that was so popular in the early to mid 1970's, where genuine emotion was a commodity in short supply. It lacks the genuine simplicity of folk music, or the raw energy of rock, and falls into some intermediate void between the two.

Pseudo poetic lyrics are set against a backdrop of soft synthesized keyboards, muted guitars, bass, and the occasional string arrangement. Lyrics like "Here and there/Haunting my closets and drawers/My evermore, Now and then/Forgetting that everything's changed/I call her name" ("I Don't Believe In Ghosts") aren't about to make Leonard Cohen lose sleep in worry over the competition.

To be fair to Duncan Sheik, maybe its just his music doesn't appeal to my sensibilities, he's been given good press from loads of other media, but than again I've never been a People magazine person. Perhaps if that's the world you move in, these trite pieces of sophism will appeal to you and you can have fun remixing the material. But to me it would just be a waste of time.

April 11, 2006

"Page Six" Makes The News

It's quite the task on most days to weed through all the "news" that's reported from various sources and try to glean the few nuggets of truth that might give you an idea of the state of the world. There is television, radio, newspapers, webblogs, newsmagazines, tabloids, and god knows what else offering a continual bombardment of opinions, facts, points of view, reports, documents, undisclosed sources and of course good old rumour.

Then there are the interpreters who will tell you that what you read meant something other than what it was you thought it meant. Or even if it does mean that it doesn't matter because it is irrelevant to the big picture, which they never bother to describe.

Of course the stuff that's reported as facts by those in all those various media are not based on the person writing the piece having actually seen or witnessed an event. No he or she has been told what's happened by someone who "officially" knows what happened.

Or it's based on documents that have no provenance, or witnesses who mysteriously appear for press conferences and then vanish off the face of the earth. Reporters are planted, sorry embedded, supposedly to allow them access, but access to what? Access to what someone wants them to see, or what's to be seen?

All of the above is referred to as the legitimate news, which brings us to its illegitimate offspring or siblings. Although on some days it's hard to tell the two apart there is still no doubting the gap separating the two in terms of credibility and believability. To me that raises the question of the necessity for "Social News" or "Celebrity News".

Those doing the writing and those being written about get their egos massaged, and we are led to believe that they are of some socially redeeming value because it's always to do with a party for this or a benefit for that. That the combined cost of the clothing worn by those in attendance is roughly equivalent to that of the GNP of a small country is neither here nor there.

Even without an event to bring them into focus as a group, we are told that because of their wealth that as individuals they are more important and more interesting than other segments of society. The diamonds they wear and the clothes they buy are more important than the life rescued by some paramedic on the sidewalk below their penthouse apartment.

What is the public fascination with these people? Does it stem from a form of envy, or is it simply a matter of living vicariously through them so that we may experience what we are told is the ultimate in achievements: the ability to inherit wealth successfully.

Of course there is some cross-pollination between those who are "Social News" and those who are "Celebrity News" For some socials have parlayed their stories of excess and stupidity into a type of dog and pony show celebrity status. They get on camera and perform some tricks for the audience and display themselves and their assets to the best of their advantage and for no purpose other than their own glorification.

Of course if nobody read about them or watched them on television all of this would be moot, but because there is a ever increasing appetite for this type of tripe, not only do the number of shows featuring ersatz celebrities increase almost daily, the number of media outlets obsessed with them multiplies correspondently.

There are some of these media outlets that have been deemed more powerful than others. There's the old warhorses of the West Coast, People Magazine and Entertainment Tonight, who pretty much handle the less sensational Celebrity news, figuring what they lack in sensationalism they make up for in access and quality of pictures.

On the East Coast, where there are less Hollywood types, but more blue blood aristocrats it's "Page Six" of The New York Post that rules the roost. "Page Six" seems to exist for no other reason than to be vindictive and catty about some people and loving about others.

One poor fellow was attacked on such a consistent basis for over a year, that he contacted the paper's owner, Rupert Murdoch to complain that the items were completely false. It made no difference. It's because of this gentleman, Ron Burkle that the good ship "Page Six" is foundering in rough waters, and it has made itself the topic of scandal sheets around the city.

One of the main contributors to "Page Six", Jared Paul Stern, is under investigation by the F.B.I. over allegations that he tried to extort $220,000 from the aforementioned Ron Burkle. It seems Mr. Stern was offering Mr. Burkle protection from negative stories. For $100,000 up front and a further $10,000 a month, he would be guaranteed that not a negative pronoun or adjective would appear in The New York Post for the next year in reference to him and his dealings.

Mr. Stern also claimed that various other industry heavies had come to an "arrangement" with "Page Six": Miramax head Harvey Weinstein, and Revlon's Ron Perelman being two very prominent New York figures purportedly amongst them. Both have denied any such allegations of course, but Steven Houpt points out in his article about "Page Six" (see above link) neither man has been attacked in the last year.

It of course has nothing to do with Miramax Books publishing an advice book by one of "Page Six's" contributors, Paula Froelich, or that Richard Johnson's (the editor in charge of "Page Six" since 1995) girlfriend was employed by Revlon for a while. Even more surprising was that when Rom Perelman and Ellen Barkin were splitting, "Page Six" virtually ignored the event.

Now of course columns of this type have little or no credibility to begin with, gossip is their stock in trade. They give innuendo, and hearsay the same credence as properly sourced material. To actively solicit funds as a guarantee of positive coverage is akin to selling fire insurance with a Zippo in one hand and a tank of gasoline in the other. Neither practice is looked on in a positive light by the authorities.

What I find incredible is that after a year of cutting a person to shreds in public the people at "Page Six" had the audacity to think that if they approached him like this he wouldn't report them to the police, and might actually go along with the scenario. It makes you wonder what planet they are really operating on.

Like the majority of the people they cover, the folk at "Page Six" seem to think that world revolves around them. But even for these people this is an all time low.

When I read about things like this it truly sets me wondering about the quality of anything I read, see, or hear anywhere now. I'm aware that neither New York City or Hollywood are indicators of mood as much as they'd like to believe they are, but to even think that sort of behaviour is acceptable for a newspaper is sickening.

We as consumers of the product of news have to start raising objections to the manner that it is both being gathered and presented if we want to see something close to what we used to have for news. Tell them we don't want our papers and television stations to be government mouthpieces, nor do we demand that they entertain us.

Unless the audience is willing to demand that changes be made to what we see, hear and read, it will only continue to get worse.


April 10, 2006

The White Rose Society: Bravery Of A Different Sort

Bravery is a funny word sometimes; you hear it bandied about by politician when they refer to soldiers en masse as in "our brave troops", people are sited for bravery for individual acts or deeds that are considered selfless to the point of putting yourself in harms way, and we use it to signify some ones fight to overcome personal hardship.

It's obvious that bravery and courage come in all shapes and sizes, and those who perform the deeds that we so admire are as diverse a group as the term itself. Usually our admiration is reserved for individuals and their actions in the face of adversity.

How do we measure bravery? How can we discern what is truly brave from the hyperbole that we are fed on a constant basis. To say, our brave troops, means absolutely nothing because you could be as easily referring to some staff officer who will never see action as a Marine or Infantryman in the front lines outside Kabul or Baghdad.

Too often when bravery is mentioned in terms of soldiering it's rare for it to be used in reference to the actions of one individual. It's usually just melodramatic manipulation of sentiment by politicians and or pundits who are trying to generate an emotional response to a circumstance instead of having to rationalize a position. To speak against dissent by saying it undermines our brave troops is not saying anything of substance, and thus diminishes the value of the word bravery.

I have devised a means that I find works for me in measuring the bravery of a person's actions. It usually comes down to asking myself the question, could I have done that? Whether I ask it of myself consciously or it just pops into my head in the form of, Holly Shit how did they do that, it amounts to the same thing.

Although all types of bravery are deserving of praise and recognition there is one form that has always meant more to me than others. Those who, at great risk to their own life, are willing to speak their minds about circumstances and situations when everyone else is remaining silent. It's one thing to voice dissent in our society where to a certain extent it is allowed, but it is another thing altogether to do the same thing under less liberal circumstances.

It would be safe to say that Germany of 1943 was not what one would call a free and open society where political and social dissent were encouraged. But it was from 1942 until February of 1943 that a group of young Germans published, printed, and distributed leaflets that condemned not only the actions of the ruling Nazis but the people of Germany for not objecting.

The White Rose Society was composed of five students and one professor at the Munich University in Germany between June 1942 and February 1943, the time of their arrest and execution. A sister and brother, named Sophie and Hans Scholl headed the group and were joined by three ex-soldiers turned students, Christopher Probst, Alexander Schmorell, Willi Graff, and professor Kurt Huber.
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Sophie and Hans Scholl were just normal citizens of their country, in fact like their fellows they had been members of the Hitler Youth as children, and had been awarded with good citizen citations. It wasn't until they became aware of the Nazi policies regarding the euthanasia of the physically and mentally challenged that they began to speak out against the regime.

It was in fact their Bishop's, Bishop Galen, sermon on that topic that was the contents of the first of their six pamphlets that they handed out. The common theme of the leaflets was the evil nature of the regime and a call to arms for the people to oppose the activities of the ruling Nazis

It is not too late, however, to do away with this most reprehensible of all miscarriages of government, so as to avoid being burdened with even greater guilt. Now, when in recent years our eyes have been opened, when we know exactly who our adversary is, it is high time to root out this brown horde. Up until the outbreak of the war the larger part of the German people were blinded; the Nazis did not show themselves in their true aspect. But now, now that we have recognized them for what they are, it must be the sole and first duty, the holiest duty of every German to destroy these beasts. White Rose Society Second Pamphlet

One thing that becomes painfully clear from reading these pamphlets is that although it was forbidden to speak of these things, everybody was aware of the extermination policies regarding Jewish people. In one pamphlet they refer to the deaths of 300,000 Jews since the invasion of Poland. The six members of the group proclaim that if as a country they don't want to be remembered as the embodiment of evil they have to challenge this behaviour.

They did their best to remain secret, mailing the pamphlets to other cities for distribution, leaving the leaflets in deserted hallways of the university for students to find in breaks between classes, until one day, when they discovered they had some left over in their case and just dumped them out over an atrium from the top of a staircase, they were spotted and turned in.

They were arrested on February 18th 1943 and executed February 23rd 1943 by guillotine.

They must have known when they started that would have been their fate, how could they not have considering the knowledge they already possessed about the country. Yet they believed so much in the ideals they were expressing, and loved their county so much, that they were willing to take that risk. To me that is the ultimate in bravery, ordinary people following their conscience and doing extraordinary things, even though they know full well it could result in their death.

Soldiers, fire fighters, and police officers are all called upon to do acts of bravery at certain times in the course of fulfilling their duties, but ordinary citizens are not expected to run into the burning building to rescue someone. Occasionally you will read of a person reacting to a situation and reacting to circumstances impulsively, like racing into a burning building to rescue someone.

While there is a quality of heroism involved in that act, it differs from the activities of the members of the White Rose Society, in that they made a conscious, premeditated decision to act, and continued to do so until their inevitable death. To me that takes a type of courage beyond any other. One that forces me to ask myself, could I have done that?


April 09, 2006

A Bad Fit

In the early 1990's I happened to come into contact with quite a few people who had spent a good portion of the 1980's as guests of the Canadian Government. All of them faced the same problems involved making the transition back into life on the "outside" that I'm sure former inmates have faced for decades. But the ones I knew were faced with the additional obstacle of the massive technological leaps that had occurred in that decade.

Things that I took for granted, like bar coded information on a library card, stunned them. For some of them CD players hadn't been invented when they had gone inside, digital technology was a complete mystery. They eventually adjusted, but for their first few months they were like tourists on their first visit to Manhattan gawking at all the big buildings.

Ten plus years is a long time to be cut off from the rest of the world, and the eighties was a period where technology advanced at a rate faster than any decade previous in the twentieth century. It made sense that they felt like the proverbial strangers in a strange land until they acclimatized.

I've lived and worked out in this society as an adult now for twenty-five plus years. Even before I left University in 1981, I had plenty of life experience through part time jobs and the like. But the fact remains for most of my adult life I've felt just like those men and women did during their first few months out of jail.

It's not the same thing of course. I haven't had to make any adjustments to major changes in technology except in the manner that all of us have, as it's impacted more and more on our lives. I haven't been cut off from what we consider normal interactions with other members of society. Yet in spite of all that most of them have been able to eventually figure out some way of fitting in while I'm still feeling alienated.

I walk down town and I look at people glued to their cell phones walking down the street and I wonder what 's so important that they can't wait to talk about it. Sometimes it's like being in the middle of countless one-sided telephone conversations. It truly amazes me what I hear people say. Maybe it's because they are talking on a phone, but they obviously think no one near them can hear what they are saying or they wouldn't be talking about the things they talk about as they walk down the street.

I think the cell phone is a truly marvellous invention; for people driving I can't image the feeling of security it must give you knowing that you have it at your disposal in case of some sort of emergency. But if I have to hear one more white boy with his baseball cap on backwards flip open his damned phone and say "Whazzup" I may just have to find out how thin those pieces of equipment really are by introducing it to a portion of their anatomy.

That's something that leaves me completely confused, young white males from suburbia trying to talk like poor black men from the ghetto. But instead of at least trying to find some of the rhythm behind the speech, they use it as an excuse to be homophobic, misogynist, and violent.

Instead of this behaviour being condemned by society for being offensive, major clothing manufactures, record companies and whoever else encourage it by offering a multitude of "gangsta rap" styles for sale.

Of course there are those who condemn these activities, but for all the wrong reasons. They're more concerned with the fact that their children might be having sex, than about them turning into mindless regurgitaters of hate.

Why is it that so few people have a problem watching somebody being tortured during an interrogation of a television show like 24 Hours but if a woman's nipple is accidentally revealed they bring the wrath of God to bear on the hapless television station which had no means of preventing the event from happening.

So what's the lesson we're being taught today children? It's all right to hate women, call them bitch or worse, and there's nothing wrong with watching good clean violence (even though it's now been proven that there's something about watching violence that triggers a person's reactions so that unconsciously they believe it is happening to them) but a woman's body is repugnant and must remain unseen at all times.

They call two adults having sex obscene, or pornography but those aren't the real obscenities these days, at least in my mind, or the true pornographers. What about the banks in Canada that make over a billion dollars in profits, and their C.E.O.S that make million dollar salaries without paying taxes, isn't that the slightest bit obscene?

Don't get me wrong; I understand the importance of profits in this society we have chosen to create. Without them companies wouldn't be able to create new jobs, improve their technology so they could compete against other companies in the same fields etc. What I don't get is when the profit margin is what is more important than the people who have contributed to earning the profits of a corporation for years.

It's almost a yearly ritual now for the banks in Canada to lay off a couple of thousand employees so they can maintain their high profits. The fees they charge when you have the audacity to want to make use of your money that they are holding onto increase every year for the same reason. But the guys who use the executive washroom never take a pay cut; they obviously need their disposable income more than the teller who has been with them for thirty years taking the shit and abuse from the customers over their policies.

I love how they refer to laying people off as rationalization, what does that mean? How can there be anything rational about taking away someone's livelihood? What gets me is that everyone just accepts this sort of behaviour as normal and legitimate. The media and the government never question the behaviour of the banks, or any corporation for that matter, that will willingly sacrifice thousands of jobs to increase profits that line the pockets of people who are already have more money than they know what to do with.

Of course these are the same governments who have no problem blaming the poor and less fortunate for what ails society. If it weren't for all those bums on Welfare, why our economy would be in great shape. But because of the poor we have to charge you high taxes and steal money out of your pockets.

People actually believe that stuff, and vote for the party that promises to cut taxes, and they're all happy when they receive a check for two hundred dollars in the mail. But they are also the loudest to complain when services start to disappear, or when they're job disappears because they were all paid for by taxes.

Maybe it's because I don't watch television, I don't have cable and we get one channel on our T.V. and use it for watching movies and nothing else. So I don't have the same frame of reference that so many other people have. I don't watch any of the popular shows, and only have a vague idea of what people are talking about half the time. The term reality television is still an oxy-moron to me along the lines of military intelligence, not a genre.

I remember the first time I heard of the show Survivor. I was at work and two people were talking about it. I asked them what it was, and they explained the premise to me. I think they were very affronted when I asked about the other six days and 23 hours the people were there each week without us watching, and how did one hour in a week's worth of living constitute reality?

It's all these thing that so many others except as normal, that I can't get my head around, that leaves me feeling like I'm some sort of alien creature. Like those guys who I used to know who had just been released from prison, I'm estranged from the world around me.

It's normal for people to have different priorities in life, not everyone is going to desire or want the same things or to have the same job as everybody else. But it feels very strange to not understand the way most people think or process information.

The only explanation I can come up with is that I was abducted by aliens as a baby, and returned here a few years ago as some sort of spy or mole, but my programming wasn't very good, so I don't fit in perfectly yet. That makes about as much sense as any other theory, don't you think?


April 08, 2006

Books: Comfort Food For The Mind


Comfort food. That's a pretty common expression that you hear people use to describe a food that makes them feel better. It might evoke memories of a time when you were sick and your mother would make you something special to cheer you up, or it might just be a favourite food.

But whatever the reason, comfort food makes you feel good. It's the food you eat when you're depressed, when you need a boost, or just for the sake of feeling good. There's just something about it that eases whatever troubles you might be experiencing.

I've never really had a comfort food, I don't know why but it's just not something that's ever eased my emotional state. I'm definitely not one of those men whose heart can be won via my stomach. Maybe it's because I'm the one who does most of the cooking in our house, and I appreciate someone doing the dishes more than any food that's made for me.

On the other hand it could also be because I have no warm fuzzy feelings about childhood, and nothing is going to evoke nurturing for me. When you have no memories of genuine nurturing, it's going to damn hard to be reminded of them.

Not surprising considering what I lived through as a child, and how I dealt with it for the next twenty years; running away aided and abetted by any substance that would alter my reality, that instead of searching for comfort in nurturing, I search for comfort in leaving things behind, in escaping.

Food is pretty here and now, and doesn't allow for much escapism, so I've looked to a different media to foster my comfort. Most of my life it's been books. There have been periods where I've stopped reading because I haven't be able to find an author to fulfill that criterion.

Fortunately for my peace of mind most of my life has coincided with the emergence of the Fantasy genre as a major player in the publishing world. Talk about the perfect escapist reading. Magic, dragons, different worlds, evil wizards, and all those attributes that go into making a fantasy novel are just the ticket for my comfort food of the mind.

In the past few years I have had more need than ever of comfort reading. Ever since the fall of 2001 when I first started going in and out of the emergency ward of the hospital on a regular basis I haven't really been very interested in reality. I was living it a little too much to want to read about it.

The first building block in my fantasy rotation ( I call the books that I read on a regular basis my rotation, because I will read through them all in order, and if nothing else is published by the time I get to the end of the rotation I will start over again) was that old standard Tolkien. I've probably read The Lord Of The Rings and The Hobbit twice a year every year for the last thirty some years.

But a person can't live on hobbits alone, and there are a couple of others that have been old favourites for quite some time. British author Susan Cooper wrote The Dark Is Rising sequence, a five part series about Will Stanton the youngest of the Old Ones whose part of the great battle between the Light and the Dark who fight the long battle that's been fought since the time of Arthur in the British Isles.

Not only are they well written intelligent books, but they are wonderful history lessons that date back to ancient times and bring to life many of the mythical creatures out of Great Britain's long forgotten history. How many other books can claim to have Herne the Hunter rubbing shoulders with Arthur Pendragon as characters.

Recent years have proven a bounty for people like me who are looking to escape out of their reality. Needless to say so much of it is dross, but there are also some clear winners: Steven Erikson and his Malazon Book Of The Fallen sequence, James Barclay and his books about the Raven, and his new sequence Ascendants of Esotrea, R. Scott Baker's Prince of Nothing trilogy, and Ashok Banker's retelling of the three thousand year old epic tale The Ramayana.

Each one of these authors has created a world where I can wander through and be amazed by the creatures, beings, and magic that inhabit their worlds. When your own world's boundaries are reduced by illness and pain living vicariously through the pen of an author is sometimes your only recourse and a wonderful relief.

The characters all feel like friends after a while, so that even though you end up reading the same stories over and over again, it doesn't matter because you are getting an opportunity to visit with close friends. You know their quirks and idiosyncrasies as well as your own after a while, which only serves to increase the feelings of comfort and familiarity.

There's a rather glaring omission from that list above, but that's not because I don't feel like it belongs in this category of comfort books, but with due respect to the above authors, they have become my standard for comfort books. Maybe because it was the timing in which they came into my life that I'm of this opinion, but to my mind J.K. Rowling's Harry Potter series is without a doubt the finest comfort food my mind had ever found.

In May of 2002, in an attempt to solve my acute chronic pain condition, I had some fairly major surgery done, the lower right side of my colon, including the cecum and a good chunk of the ascending colon were removed. After a week in the hospital I was released on a Tuesday.

By Friday of that week I was in Emergency in so much pain that I couldn't straighten. I had developed an abscess and had to be kept in the hospital an additional three weeks being pumped full of antibiotics and morphine. Needless to say by the time I got out of the hospital I was feeling a little beat up.

On my first full day out of the hospital, my second day home, my older brother and sister in-law came down from Ottawa for a visit. They brought me the first book in the series Harry Potter and the Philosopher's Stone (For some reason it was changed to Sorcerer's Stone in the United States and translated into American idioms) as a get well present. I read it three times in the first week I owned it.

It's not like its great literature, or even the best-written book in the world, but there is something about the series that appeals on a comfort level. Each time I open the books it feels like I'm visiting with old and dear friends. I'm always surprised that they're doing the same things they were doing the last time I read about them, because I'm almost not reading them as stories but visiting the people in the books.

Yesterday was turning into a bad day for my pain condition, and I just felt the urge to pick up the books and start reading them again. I had just finished reading Ashok Banker's Ramayana and was casting around for something else to read. I tried a few others and none of them were doing the trick

As soon as I had opened the first page of Philosopher's Stone I knew I had made the right choice. I was back among familiar faces listening to their voices as if I had known them all my life. Nothing lifts the spirits quite so much a visiting with friends you can count on.

I've never understood the saying "familiarity breeds contempt", or maybe it all depends on what you are being familiar with. For me, in the circumstances described in the article above, familiarity brings joy and relief. As others have comfort for the stomach I have comfort for my head.

No matter how you look at it, in this day and age anywhere any of us can draw comfort from is something to be treasured. For me it's my books because they free my mind to travel to places where I can find relief from my own reality. Sometimes they're better relief than any analgesic a doctor can prescribe.

April 07, 2006

We Always Cry Wolf

The big bad wolf is back. Maybe he never went away, but for a while there he seemed to have achieved a form of rehabilitation. There were programs to reintroduce him to Yellowstone Park in Wyoming, and ensuring that pack numbers in the wild were maintained.

So it was something of a shock for me to read about the government of Alberta's repeated culls of the wolf population. Wolves and ranchers out west have a long history of an adversarial relationship, with wolves being blamed for every single loss of live stock to predators.

Well of course there is truth to that complaint, but what do you expect is going to happen when you destroy the habitat of a major predator's prey, and offer it a smorgasbord that doesn't have the brains to run away? If you were a wolf what would you do? Go hungry or eat those stupid fluffy things that just bleat and don't even fight back? That's a real no brainer as far I'm concerned.

It was proven that culling the pack in the neighbourhood of where the attacks take place doesn't reduce the amount of live stock that fall victim to wild attacks anyway. First of all there are more than just wolves who are predators in this world, and secondly you get rid of one pack, another will move in to take its place.

Anyway that's not even their excuse this time for killing off wolves. Nope this time they're trying to protect one a herd of caribou that we've almost driven to extinction by our behaviour. The Alberta government is not satisfied with being able to boast a 4 billion dollar surplus, and continues trying to make more money through exploiting as much of the environment as they can to pump more natural gas.

As they push further out into the hinterlands and the tundra, they intrude more and more on the habitat of animals like the migratory herds of caribou. This was the main objection that environmental groups were raising to Bush's plan for drilling in Alaska, that they would disrupt the caribou herds.

In a balanced eco-system wolves play an important part in population control among prey animals. When you're dealing with an animal as large as a caribou or an elk, most wolf packs are only going to take down the sick or the lame or the elderly, who wouldn't survive anyway. A healthy adult caribou is not an easy take down even for a pack; somebody is going to end up with their head caved in by a hoof or gored on an antler.

The herd in question has had its number reduced by loss of its habitat. Roads built into their territory have resulted in fatalities. The same birth defects that plague domestic stock where ranches are too close to drill sites prevent the herds from repopulating at a normal rate, and just the presence of humans in an area cuts into a herd's potential grazing territory.

But instead of accepting that we could have had any role in the matter and cutting back on human intrusion into the situation, its been decided to blame it on our old enemy the wolf. He's such a handy villain, what would we do without him?


Somewhere down the years we humans have developed a mysterious, almost pathological fear of wolves. Maybe because they were the canines that told us to take a hike when we domesticated the species all those thousands of years ago, or maybe because we used to compete for the same prey, but whatever it is, no other predator has been more maligned through out the history of Europe. (The coyote is a relative new comer to that list, as Europeans didn't encounter him until we showed up in North America.)
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Wolves have been pretty much wiped out in most places that they were native to in Europe, mainly due to the loss of habitat as man expanded and destroyed the living space for them and their prey. But there was also a deliberate attempt to destroy them out of superstition and fear.

Folklore and fairy tales have darkened the wolf's image in the eyes of Europeans. Most of these depictions have come about through our giving human attributes to animal behaviour. The National Wildlife Federation offers the examples of them being rarely seen in the wild being interpreted as secretive, hunting in packs as being sly, and howling as being evil.

Although the site doesn't say this, it's hard not to notice how the rise in fear and superstition about the wolf increased with the rise of Christianity. Prior to tenth century AD wolfs were not universally feared in fact they played prominent roles for good in mythology. Twin brothers, Romulus and Remus, who were saved from death by a mother wolf who suckled them as infants, founded the city of Rome according to Roman myth.

Other pre-Christian stories were also full of praise for the wolves, and the attributes that latter became evil, were held in high esteem. Perhaps the demonising of the wolf was a deliberate ploy on the part of a new religion feeling insecure of its place in society and that needed to remove the competition. At any rate the wolves' reputation went to hell, so to speak, in the middle ages.

The reputation of being devil spawn and eaters of little blond girls and their grandmothers doesn't do much for a creature's popularity. It's also something that travels well, especially when you come over to a new world, populated by savages living in deep mysterious forests. It was easy enough for settlers coming to North America to hold onto their beliefs of the wolf, if not being the devil incarnate, than at least a good buddy.

But you know what? In all the time Europeans have been in North America; there is not one verified account of a wild wolf attacking and killing a human. Cases which people accuse wolves of such attacks are the result of wild dogs, and hybrids of dogs and coyotes (coydogs) that lack the fear of humans that wolves have.

Years ago back in the 1950's, Canadian author Farley Mowat was working for the government in wildlife department up north. He was sent out into the field to gain evidence to support a proposed policy to cull wolf populations because they were decimating the Caribou herds and the large prey populations in general.

His discoveries, which were popularized in the book and movie Never Cry Wolf, did the opposite of what was wanted. He found, through observing the wolves, that their primary source of food were mice and other small prey animals. The only time that they would hunt the larger prey was when an animal was easy pickings, the sick and the elderly who the herds of deer, caribou or whatever were abandoning to their fate.

It just wasn't worth the effort to track down and hunt a healthier animal, and they would take the easier way of feeding themselves by going after the lesser creatures that we consider pests. This of course goes a long way to answering the age-old question of "What purpose do they serve?"

Humans have this wonderfully selfish attitude of only seeing the world from their own point of view. An animal is judged based on what it does for humans, not on the fact that it is a part of the mystery known as creation. We don't seem to want to accept that things haven't been created solely for our benefit, but have a role to play that in the world that doesn't take us into account.

The large predators of the world serve to keep prey populations in check so as to prevent the spread of disease and ensure the balance of a local ecosystem. Look at all the parts of North America where we have to have annual culls of the deer herds because they have no natural predators. Populations of deer in many states have become riddled with illness; like in Pennsylvania where the risk of Lime disease is so high that it is a crime to touch deer that are road kill.

It's become obvious that punishment of wolves is not a deterrent when it comes to protecting livestock and extermination is an unacceptable alternative. Not just on tree hugging moral grounds, but based on the key role they can play in keeping the population of pest animals under control. In fact farmers and ranchers could, if they work it right, put the wolves to use for them preserving their harvests and grain stores from rats and other so-called vermin.

What they need to do is develop systems of making their livestock less attractive as prey. Like in the case of the wolves observed by Farley Mowat make the effort involved not worth the pay off. In Ontario you can't drive by a flock of sheep anymore without seeing a donkey or two installed in the field with them. It turns out they make great guardians for the flocks. A couple of donkeys can fight off wolves and coyotes with ease.

It is important that we get over ourselves and learn how to co-exist with nature sooner rather than latter. So far we've been able to prove that our current idea of dominance is not working out so well. Maybe for those who have been able to line their pockets and who don't have any children it doesn't matter what shape the world is in when they leave, but the rest of us might like have some of the wild spaces preserved.

The most important lesson that we as a species need to learn is the one we can be taught by examining our relationship with the wolf. We can't look on animals and impose human values, characteristics or expectations. We can no longer continue to look upon any creature as separate, including ourselves.

The sooner we realize that all life is interconnected the better our chances of keeping the wild spaces alive and vibrant for all. What better place to start than with the wolf, which of all creatures in the West we owe the biggest apology. If after hundreds of years of animosity we can work out co-existence arrangements with them, it will be a huge step in the right direction.


April 06, 2006

Interview: Arlo Guthrie

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Yesterday afternoon I had gone out with my wife to take her to a doctor's appointment, when we got home she checked our phone messages. She turned to me and said: " Go check your email it sounds like you've got an interview with Arlo Guthrie tomorrow morning"

There have been certain songwriters and singers who have been supplying me with a window on the world for as long as I can remember. They've told stories and jokes, sung songs, and helped bring some things into perspective; make what seems truly overwhelming almost manageable.

Well today I got to talk to one of the people who have been talking to me for more than thirty years. It was nominally supposed to be about the 40th anniversary of the song "Alice's Restaurant", but when I was preparing for the interview I had thought how often do you get to talk to a person who had sung about and lived through as much as he has?

As I'm about as subtle as a brick wall, I think he might have been a little taken aback at the suddenness of the conversation shift, but he was too nice to say anything about it. His answers to my stumbling questions about the mood of the world were thoughtful and as perceptive as any historians, for of course that's what he is.

Folk singers are our cultural historians. The songs they sing are the stories of our society at a certain point in time. You may not agree with the opinion that some of the songs express, but that doesn't stop them from being an accurate reflection of what was happening at the time.

I thought I was going to be nervous about this, but when the phone rang at 9:30 on Wednesday April 5th the familiar cheery voice at the other end of line put me right at my ease. After a few comments about the weather, I asked him if he minded if we began with a few questions about "Alice's Restaurant" and he said, " I'm yours for twenty minutes ask what you want"
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"I'm a little confused about something ("There's nothing wrong with that" Arlo interjects laughing and I agree saying I enjoy it immensely) what exactly is this tour (The "Alice's Restaurant" Tour) the fortieth anniversary of?

It's the fortieth anniversary of writing the song. I started writing the song at the time of the incident in 1965- and finished writing it in 1966. We started this tour in June of 2005 and will finish it in 2006, so that's how it works out. (Laughs) Sorry about that, now you're not confused any more

Oh that's okay there's lots of stuff that confuses me….Do you remember why you wrote it Alice?

Nope, I can't really remember any specific reason as to why. We would turn everything into songs in those days. I remember we must have just come back from Officer Obie, and were sitting around, just discussing the events of the day, and started to sing about it.

Then part two, the part about the draft must have been written at a separate time.

I was out at college in Billings in 1965, and came home for Thanksgiving, and we were visiting our friends, and I decided not to go back to college. Well in those days that lost me my deferment for the draft. It took them a few months to catch up to me, so it wasn't until 66 that I had to go … It was actually they who made the connection between the two, bringing up the criminal record when I was up there… so after that it was just a natural connection to make and add it in to the song

When did it hit you that you might be stuck singing it for the rest of your life?

It was pretty soon after the song came out on record that I knew people were going to want to be hearing it all the time. When I first started performing, I've been performing since I was 13 you know, I was performing my dad's songs, and stuff like that from that era. So when I first started playing (Alice) people would say why's he talking why isn't he singing? Then after Alice became popular and all these people would show up wondering why I was singing and not talking…You're just not going to be able to please all the people…

People would get angry that I wasn't going to play it, and I'd say well go and get your money back…we'll play it on an anniversary tour. I don't mind playing " City of New Orleans" or " Coming into Los Angeles" because they're only a few minutes long, and that leaves room in the set for other music, but …

Me: Alice is twenty minutes long…

Arlo: Right and that eats up lots of time. I'm really glad that I don't have a lot of hits, Willie Nelson, a friend of mine, has to do a medley of some 18 songs right off the top of his show so that he can get on with the stuff that he's doing now…

Most of the time there's songs playing in the background on the radio and we don't really pay too much attention to them, but if it's like a day when you've fallen in love, and the song becomes part of your personal soundtrack than your going to pay attention to it. That's why I'm glad they're albums, cause you can't expect someone to play the same songs in concert all the time… I'll play it every ten years now for the anniversary tour, but that's it

So no waiting for the eightieth anniversary?

No every ten years is okay(laughs)

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On the Live In Sydney disc, you dusted off another old song "Coming into Los Angeles" But you used the intro to talk about the current situation in America regarding the Patriot Act, and other increased security measures throughout your country. Having lived through one involvement, Viet Nam, before, how would you compare the feelings and mood of your country between those times and the events surrounding the War on Terror and Iraq etc?

There's a lot of questions in that…there are a lot of things that are familiar to people who lived through Viet Nam, and what happened then and things today. In those days, from the president on down the line, the authorities were looking for leaders. The thing was there weren't really leaders for the kids out on the street. It was more a natural groundswell against what was happening. Anybody who was claiming leadership was mainly being opportunistic, and looking to take advantage of the situation for their own gain.

That's the same sort of situation right now, we're looking to get rid of leaders like bin Laden and saying that will stop the unrest, but it won't. What's happening is a groundswell reaction based on the conditions these people are living in. Folk like bin Laden are just opportunists claiming leadership. Getting rid of them won’t stop what's happening. The conditions won't have changed that caused the groundswell in the first place.


Your Dad's song "Deportees" has always struck a chord for me, we were one of those families that never had grapes in the winter, my mom was very much into the boycotts, never shopping at the grocery stores that didn't tell you where the produce was grown. From an outside observer's point of view, it looks like things are actually getting worse, for people coming up from Mexico.

We live in an increasingly sophisticated world that makes it difficult to make simple comments on stuff. There are too many people on both sides of the border who are taking advantage of circumstances and the situation.

Kinky Freedman ran for governor of Texas and he had what I thought was a great solution to the problem. Get five generals and give them each a million dollars in a bank account. Than divide the border up into five equal parts and make each general responsible for that part. For each illegal that crosses the border in their area they would have $10,000 taken out of their bank account.

Me: Make them personally responsible for the problem?

Arlo: Yeah, the other thing is this not just an American problem. There are people all over the world who are willing to exploit others. You can't just point the finger at America. You've got people willing to exploit their fellow countrymen for cheap labour, sell them into slavery…I read about a container on a ship full of Chinese people dead off the coast of Britain I think it was…

Me: Yeah that's happened off the cost of Newfoundland as well…

Arlo: Greed and globalization aren't just America's fault. You get people talking about being worried about their art, and dances…their culture being wiped out or taken over, and yet these same people are taking advantage of their people to use them as cheap labour

Me: You wouldn't have companies moving their plants unless somebody was prepared to exploit the workers where they were going to move the plant too.

Arlo: It's like a groundswell of greed going on right now. You know we've proven we can do the opposite too, in times of disaster, like the Tsunami and hurricanes and floods, and we need to try and maintain that. It's got to come up naturally though. A groundswell doesn't happen quickly and you hope that the people living through these times learn from them and don't let them happen again. We need to have a groundswell to help, not to exploit.

Building walls isn't going to work in the long run. Some people are happy with the wall in Israel, but somebody will get a weapon someday and knock it over or something. Walls aren't the answer between countries though.

Me: Don't you ever want to, or wish that you could point them in the right direction?

Arlo: For those of us in the sixties we had a couple of people who we're examples we could look too, like Martin Luther King Jr. As an alternative to what was around us. People in the Middle East don't have anyone like that right now who they can emulate along those lines. It's like they've never heard of him or (me: Gandhi) yeah or Gandhi.

You bought Alice's Church a while back and have made it a focal point for activities, what are some of the programs that are being run out of there.

There are a lot of crazy people in the world, and we spend billions of dollars a week, or whatever the figure is, on places where they can hang out, like battlefields and the like. And that's okay I guess for them, but what about the rest of the people, the regular people who just want to have a place where they can go.

That's what Alice's church is all about, a place where regular people can hang out. Have some food, a drink, whatever. It's one small building where people can just be, and maybe even one small step in the groundswell process.

That was it, all the time we had. In fact he went over with me, I got an extra eight minutes, which meant he wasn't going to get a break between his ten o clock interview and me. As soon as I got off the phone I set to work on transcribing the interview and what I quickly noticed happening was how flat it was sounding on page. It's the same words as what had been spoken with only a little editing, but it's missing Arlo's distinctive voice.

When I read over what's on these pages I can hear him in my head, because I was the one talking to him on the phone. I only hope I was able to capture some of the feeling and care that came through in his voice.

Folk music and folk musicians are our oral historians. They keep a record of the times they live through via their songs and stories. Arlo Guthrie has been telling us the stories of our times for forty plus years. Spending twenty plus minutes with him the other day gave me a little more insight into what it takes to be that type of person.

If nothing else, I hope that anyone reading this has the same experience.



April 05, 2006

CD Review: Balancê - Sara Tavares

Periodically when you review a lot of CDs items come in for review that you've never heard of. To me that's part of the fun of being a reviewer that you get to discover and listen to new performers and either send up big warning signals for people not to buy, or hear someone truly wonderful for the first time and tell people all about it.

Sure, like anybody else, I like to review my old favourites, just because it's nice to see what they're doing with themselves this year. However, I don't think anything quite matches listening to someone for the first time and being blown away at your good fortune in finding something wonderful.

Such is the case with the CD Balancê by Sara Tavares. While eighty percent of the lyrics were incomprehensible, being sung in the language of Cape Verdeans living in Lisbon, Portugal, the spirit of the singer shines through unblemished and at least communicates the passion behind the music.
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"We speak Portuguese slang, Angolan slang, some words in Cape Verdean Crioulo, and of course some English. In Crioulo there are already English and French words. This is because slaves from all over the world had to communicate and didn't speak the same languages. We are a metisse (mix blood) culture" Sara Tavares

So the songs are something only a polyglot could feel comfortable with in terms of language. The moment you think you hear a familiar sound, it vanishes into a swirl of seemingly incomprehensible unconnected words and phrases. Take the title track "Balancê" for example.

In Portuguese the word refers to the sensation of being in the groove when you're dancing to music, Lusophone (Portuguese speaker) Africans use it as a verb to describe good food that you are eating, and then of course there is the English word balance and all that it means.

The best thing to do in these types of situations is treat the voice as an additional instrument. Although each song comes with a two or three line English summation, they don't get near the emotional or spiritual heart of the material.

Ms. Tavares' voice is able to communicate emotions without utilizing words. Expressive and emotive it conveys humour, affection, strength, sadness, and joy. Working against a background of varying musical styles, she is by turn upbeat, than uncertain as she's buffeted by the situations that the world can inflict on a person.

She's had her share of the world's unpleasantness, having been abandoned by her parents when very young, and it was music that helped discover her cultural roots. Having been abandoned in Lisbon to be raised by a Portuguese woman, her sense of displacement must have been high. An obvious African looking child being raised by an European in and European country couldn't help but notice that she wasn't like the rest of the kids.

The different styles that are represented on this disc reflect her desire to understand herself and her background as much as possible. Whether it’s the Afro-Beat and semba (Angolan Music) of Poka Terra or the Reggae of Planeta Sukri (Sugar Planet) or one of her more introspective tunes, she imbues her work with the enthusiasm of some one discovering something for the first time.

That type of exhilaration is infectious, you can't help but be drawn into at least the emotional context of each piece of music. She refers to the songs on the disc as "little lullabies to myself", pieces of music that are helping to define herself within her new context: African – Portuguese.

All socio-political considerations aside this is simply great music. Fun and infectious on the up tempo numbers; melodic and haunting on the ballads, Sara Tavares proves that you can communicate via music without a common language. Her voice is full of personality and has intimate quality that makes it feel like each song is being sung just for you.

As the third generation of the post colonial times start to come of age we are starting to see a melding of two worlds musically, the traditional and the new. Sara Tavares is a great example of what a wonderful mixture this can be.



April 04, 2006

CD Review: New Used Car Sue Foley

The Blues can be extremely difficult to play without sounding derivative. There have been so many great performers that have come before, and because it is such a defined genre, it takes great strength of personality to leave a distinctive imprint on the music.

Virtuosity and talent notwithstanding, if you can't put your own distinct flavour into the blues you just become another one in a series of guitar players, singers or harmonica blowers. It's hard to describe what that quality is, but you know it when you hear it.

B.B. King, Eric Clapton, Billie Holiday, Muddy Waters, Bob Brozman, Ry Cooder, and Leon Redbone are musicians who reach out and grab you with their performances. But they are rarities, with most of today's contemporary blues players being highly skilled, technically sound, but missing that certain something that separates them from the pack.

Sue Foley has been playing blues music professionally for eighteen years, and will be releasing her tenth album, New Used Cars, on April 11 2006. There is no denying the woman can play the guitar, from the Led Zeppelin style blues-rock of the title track "New Used Cars", to the "Beast Of Burden" sounding "Do It Again".

But there in lies the her weakness, the material all sounds so familiar. I don't want to listen to a song by one person and immediately be reminded of another performer's work. I know that the blues are a tradition based music, a particular sound based around a progression of specific chords, but within that frame work there is still room for innovation.

Ms. Foley is to be credited for writing or collaborating on, all the tracks on this CD. Too many blues players are content with slavish imitations of versions of songs that have been done for years. However there has been no attempt to explore any of the avenues of blues expression that have been opened by some of her contemporaries.

There are only a finite number of songs that can be drawn from the sounds of the Mississippi Delta before all the songs start to run into one another as a blur. The same goes for modern interpretations. It's been a couple of years since Ry Cooder released his CD of music with the recently deceased Arabian blues specialist, Ali Farka Toure, long enough you’d think for people to start exploring new avenues of expression.

One only need look at the work of her fellow countryman Harry Manx and Australian Bob Brozman to see how the music can still be revered while at the same time pushing the boundaries of its definition. Both musicians have rooted themselves strongly in the mud of the Mississippi but haven't let the weight of tradition give them clay feet creatively.

I think what disappoints me the most is that Ms. Foley is a scholar of the Blues and has done extensive research on female blues musicians form all over the world. She co-produced and compiled the two disk set Blues Guitar Women released by Ruff Records last fall.

The research she used for that two disc set was drawn from the work she's been doing on her book Guitar Woman slated for release in 2007. She talks about the women who have influenced her and those she has interviewed, but somehow it doesn't feel like this knowledge has been translated into her playing.

New Used Car is a disc of technically sound blues music that covers the full spectrum of styles and genres. But like so many of her male counterparts Sue Foley's sound leaves me cold. She obviously has a great passion for the music, witness her dedication to researching the role of women in the blues, but somehow it doesn't come across in her playing on this disc.



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April 03, 2006

Museums: The Old And The New

Do you remember going to museums when you were young? They were wonderful places for a kid. From the huge dinosaurs, the full suits of armour, the weapons, and the stuffed animals in the zoological section. Of course nothing could beat the ancient Mummies in the Egyptology sections; nothing like dead bodies to enthral groups of kids.

In Toronto where I spent a good chunk of my childhood we had The Royal Ontario Museum (R.O.M.). It was a treasure house for kids. Including the basement it was four stories of musty rooms filled with things from all over the world to excite the imagination and scare the willies out of you.

The R.O.M. of my memory is a lot different then the reality today. Back then it was still an old fashioned British styled Museum with row upon row of glass fronted display cases filled with bits and pieces of civilizations and animal life that had been collected and gathered by field workers for years.

It was where I was introduced to the fact that there were other cultures that existed in the world aside from ours. Giant statues of Buddha down one corridor, while up another flight of stairs stood the elephant head Ganesa, and around another corner Tyrannosaurus Rex stood with wide open jaws ready to rip and tear.

Standing in the main foyer you could see the magnificent totem polls that ran literally from the basement of the building to the top floor as the stair cases wrapped around them. Of course these were more innocent and naïve times back then, when the words cultural theft and appropriation hadn't even entered our vocabulary.

We could look at tribal masks from the Haida and Iroquois nations without feeling the regrets we do now. Although every time I would make it into the basement for the displays representing life in villages a palatable wave of sadness would hit me. The frozen mannequins of men and women locked forever into tableaux of planting corn, cleaning skins and sitting around fires were so forlorn that you almost wished you could wake them up.

But those moments were few and far between for ten year old children who were easily diverted by the twenty-five foot stuffed python on the third floor, or even better the actual live one that was brought in for a visit. Its real fifteen feet were easily as impressive as the stuffed one's twenty-five.

Planetariums were still new back than in the early seventies, and when the R.O.M. first opened the one attached to the museum it was as if another world was opened for us. None of us kids had ever experienced anything like it, laying back in chairs and watching the stars and planets sweep overhead; it was almost frightening in its immediacy and size. The universe was right there in front of your face and you couldn't ignore it or how small you were compared to just the size of our solar system.

Museums have changed in the thirty plus years since I first explored the R.O.M. No longer can they simply display history in glass-fronted cases and hope to be able to capture the imagination of children. They've been forced to integrate technology into their displays and make them "sexier" for kids.

Some of the technology is great because it enhances the experience by allowing for the recreation of events in ways that never could have been even thought of when I was a kid. But some of it seems to be mainly to prevent the kids from figuring out that they might be learning something. Bells and whistles that light up and go off for no apparent reason except to flash lights and make noise.

Even the architecture has changed. For the R.O.M. a lot of this involved the essential building of additions to bring more of its exhibits out of storage so the public could see it, or opening existing galleries to more natural light. Items that used to be hidden away in dark corners, almost invisible due to poor lighting, are now exposed and awaiting their public.

The museums themselves are becoming works of art and the R.O.M. is no exception. They are rebuilding and renovating on a massive scale in order to bring even more exhibitions into the public eye. They are claiming that Renaissance R.O.M. is one of the largest Museum renovation projects in the world today, but at what cost?

I don't even mean simply financial cost, but what is it doing to the experience of going to the museum. Will these grandiose buildings that are springing up to house collections of art and artefacts in major cities around the world serve the public they are designed for, or simply alienated them with their splendour?

Part of the attraction of museums was their comfort. Sure they were cramped in places but they felt homey, and places that you'd want to spend time in quiet contemplation of some interesting point of history. Or perhaps sit in a corner and sketch the designs inscribed on a sarcophagus in the Egyptology room.

According to a report in today Globe and Mail newspapers Canada's museums are in crises. The governments have no problems putting up huge amounts of money for massive renovation projects like that of the R.O.M., but are unwilling to do anything about maintaining them after they are up and running.

Museums like the R.O.M. should be all right, but it's the mid size museums across the country that are in serious trouble according to this article. In some ways these museums are almost more important than their glamorous big city cousins, because they concentrate on one areas or one topic's history. Without them the knowledge they preserve could be lost forever.

Our museums are vital links to our national past, and for some of us our first introduction to the wider world that lies beyond our doorstep. While it is important that they attempt to keep abreast of the times so as to be able to attract new audiences, it is also important that they maintain the ability to make its guests feel at home to study and learn.

These are not just for entertainment; they are for studying and learning. They don't need to tell the young people they are trying to attract that fact if they don't want to, but they shouldn't lose sight of it themselves

April 02, 2006

Giving Thanks

I'm one of those people who have a hard time learning how to accept a compliment. It comes from years of self-doubt and inability to believe in my own worth. One of the thoughts that has made it easier for me to accept compliments, or to at least acknowledge the fact that one has been paid, is consideration for the person paying the compliment.

If someone has gone to the effort to offer you their sincere congratulations or praise, than the least you can do is graciously accept that compliment. What amazes me is how many people, who are not afflicted with my past, will seek to brush off compliments with vague generalizations or trite denials.

False modesty is in some ways far more egotistical than the most aggressive self-promotion. In some ways, dismissing someone else's opinion is the same as saying "What do you know?" When you think about it, there is actually more humility in accepting a compliment graciously, than pretending to not deserve it.

There's a big difference between humility and false modesty; with the former implying a sense of dignity and the latter simply self-serving. Sometimes I fear that the world we live in, or our society, which is the world I'm most familiar with, knows far too little about humility and far too much about the pride that goes with false modesty.

To me humility and being humble indicates an ability to show gratitude for the praise you are receiving and the ability you have been gifted with. Sure you've had to work hard to refine your skills to the point where you receive praise, but without some core ability that you were born with, unique to you, that hard work would be for nothing.

The ability to interpret inspiration as writing, whether fiction, non-fiction, or poetry, is a gift that I'm often at a loss to explain where it came from, but one I'm eternally grateful for. I only need look at the void left in my day when I'm unable to write, for whatever reason, to know how bleak and desperate my world would be without it.

I know that my circumstances are exceptional, in that due to health problems, I'm severely limited in my abilities. It even scares me to think about what would happen if I couldn't write, because after that is left only passive entertainment and depression.

I guess it's only natural that I'm so straight forward about this, considering my circumstances and how much it means to me, but shouldn't everyone who has that creative spark feel some gratitude for that gift. I know this isn't a subject matter most of us are comfortable with; it probably evokes thoughts of new age bull or other forms of religion.

But the type of gratitude I'm talking about has nothing to do with any specific belief system; it has to do with an individual's attitude towards what he or she is doing. If they feel like they are God's gift to the world because of their abilities than gratitude is going to be in short supply.

But if they have a certain amount of humility in what they do, a realization that they are only one voice among many, an inherent gratitude is expressed through that appreciation of others and knowing one's place in the world. The problem is that in North America we are taught that ours is the best way; or to put it bluntly the only way.

Television, newspapers, movies, politicians, and anyone you care to think of, offer a continual barrage of information proclaiming we are inherently superior to other societies. Our cars are better, our politics are better, and our religion is better.

What kind of humility does that foster in people? Instead of seeing ourselves as on equal footing with the rest of the world, we consider ourselves better and separate. If we think of ourselves as a superior society, what does that do to our ability to be humble?

Although it's easy to blame only North America because I live here and am exposed to it on a daily basis, most of what I've talked about can be applied to all societies. It is a very human thing to believe that one's way of life is superior to another. I'd hazard a guess that we wouldn't face half the difficulties we do as a species if we were all a little more accepting of each other's differences.

There is nothing wrong with feeling pride in what we do, or who we are, it's when we allow that pride to be translated into superiority that it becomes a problem. When we begin to believe everything is all our own doing, whether as a society or individually, we become arrogant and believe ourselves to be superior to others.

Some of us have more intelligence than others, some of us have better manual dexterity, some are faster, some are more compassionate, but none of those gifts translate into superiority anywhere except in our own minds. Remembering that they are gifts and it's only polite to be grateful for a gift might go a long way towards dispelling our arrogance as a species.

When someone compliments you on a job well done, say thank you; to both the compliment and to your gift that inspired the compliment. It really does make you feel good about yourself.

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April 01, 2006

Canadian Politics: Not An April Fools Post

I had fully intended on doing an April Fool's post this morning, I had even managed to get as far as writing a few paragraphs when I realized my heart wasn't in it. Perhaps it's because so many of the headlines in recent days have been such that nothing I could have written could compete with reality for surrealism and inanity.

If I had written as dialogue some of the things that have come out of people's mouths in recent days, I would have been laughed at for being so unrealistic, paranoid, or just plan crazy. Maybe these things aren't funny in that sidesplitting way we like to associate with April Fools, more like funny in the, holy, I can't believe this is happening kind of way.

Look at the Conservative Party of Canada for instance. They were elected on January 23rd 2006 and they haven't bothered to call parliament to deal with two fairly important issues having to do with international relations. It seems they have discovered the secret of dealing with a minority government's precarious position by the simple expedient of delaying a sitting of the House of Commons as long as possible.

One of the issue's that Canadian politicians are not being given a say in is our increased military presence in Afghanistan. When Prime Minister Harper was questioned about a debate on the issue in the House, he claimed that a debate would only risk the lives of soldiers.

The very strange thing is that he has full party support for the Canadian Army in Afghanistan, what some are worried about is our increasingly active role as aggressors instead of peacekeepers. Maybe what he is worried about is the fact that he doesn't have public support. A poll conducted last February found that 62% of Canadians were against sending troops to Afghanistan, and 73% were in favour of having Parliament voting on the issue.

While the prime minister wants people to believe this is a reaction to the increase in casualties that Canadian troops have experienced in the last month, the poll was taken in mid February, before our soldiers were repositioned onto the front lines. Even better was the pollster's remark, a former Conservative party advisor that the results show that Canadians obviously don't know enough to make an informed decision.

So on one hand you have the Prime Minister of Canada accusing his people of being cowardly, and on the other a Conservative party pundit saying the people are ignorant and don't know how to make decisions. Is this some new strategy they have developed for wooing voters? Some sort of reverse psychology trick where they heap abuse on the people whose support they want for their policies. I can see why they don't want to take the issue before parliament, with an attitude like that they could alienate the opposition parties and be out on their ear after the first vote.

Canadian troops have been in Afghanistan for a long time now, and the public have had a lot of information about the situation there, and the roll our troops are being asked to play. Canadians do not as rule feel comfortable with our troops in an aggressive role in a conflict. As the pole suggests we are much happier when our troops are doing the peacekeeping role that has earned them the respect of nations around the world.

It took us years to reclaim that respect after we agreed to be participants in the first Gulf War back in 1990. It was not until we made the choice not to join the Coalition in Iraq that people remembered we were more than just an extension of American foreign policy. No offence to any of my American friends reading this, but no country wants to be seen as someone who just apes their neighbour. (Anyway the only way we could have participated in Iraq was by withdrawing our commitment from somewhere else in the world. We simply didn't have the resources available; never mind that the majority of our population was against involvement)

If you're interested in a good source for information on Canada's role in Afghanistan, including a military assessment from our Chief of Staff General Rick Hillier, The Globe and Mail newspaper has put together their version of a master post that provides links to almost everything that has been written in the last month, in their paper, on the subject.

The second major foreign policy decision that the Conservative government made without consulting parliament was to cut aid to the Palestinian authority. This makes Canada the first country after Israel to cut aid to the new Hamas led government.

Even the American government knows better than to do that. Without that threat to dangle over the heads of Hamas what chance have any of the governments outside of the area of forcing Hamas' hand when it comes to peace talks. Cut off all aid to them, and they will just say screw it, and not even bother to negotiate peace.

Once they get over the initial euphoria of having won the election, they are going to realize that they need Israel far more than Israel needs them. Where else are their people going to get employment? Who else has the technological expertise to help them set up farming communities in the dessert?

Like Arafat before them, they will soon realize that angry rhetoric won't provide jobs for their people, or put food on anyone's table. It won't open universities, build hospitals, or even public schools. Without peaceful relations with their neighbour they will not survive long. They will also soon learn that no one has patience for suicide bombers anymore, and that retaliatory raids from Israel can't be used to generate sympathy except among the naïve and gullible.

Governments need to take a stick and carrot approach with Hamas, not just cut them off unilaterally in a vain attempt to woo the Jewish vote in the rich suburbs outside of Toronto who voted Liberal in the last election. This was an issue that should have been subject to an all-party debate.

When a government has a minority mandate, they should not be making unilateral moves in this manner on issues of importance. They didn't receive the endorsement of the country to act on their own in any matter. The people of Canada elected a minority government because they did not trust any one party to rule the country by themselves. They expect in those situations for the House of Commons to play an active role in the decision making process.

Finally, from this past week, comes an all time low from a Conservative member of parliament. As has been widely reported in the Canadian press, Prime Minister Stephen Harper has made it perfectly clear he doesn't want any members of his caucus talking to the press, or releasing statements to the press without getting them cleared by his office.

Much like in the election, he's trying to make sure that his lunatic fringe is muzzled and doesn't come out with any comments that might scare away moderate voters. Well with Mr. Harper out of the country in Mexico meeting Presidents Bush and Fox, somebody got past the protective cordon.

On Thursday of this week Colin Mayes sent an article to his community's newspaper which included this statement: "Maybe it is time that we hauled off in handcuffs reporters that fabricate stories, or twist information and even falsely accuse citizens.”

Interestingly enough this statement was in reaction to people complaining about Mr. Harper limiting access to his cabinet ministers, and comparing those actions to that of a totalitarian state. It's certainly the sign of a great thinker that he would counter such arguments with threatening to jail members of the press who say things like that. Nothing totalitarian about threatening to jail the press is there?

One could almost feel sorry for Mr. Harper. He's tried so hard to keep the kooks in his party under wraps to make him and his people look statesmen like, and not scary to the moderates who might be wavering between him and the Liberal party. I would suggest muzzles and duct tape from now on, but that might not look good.

Perhaps an electrical buzzer implanted in a sensitive spot that is connected to the nervous system, or at least the parts that control speech. Whenever one of them opens their mouth to talk they will receive an electrical jolt to remind them to keep their mouth's shut.

Like I said at the beginning of the post sometimes there is no need for April Fools' posts. The world, especially the world of Canadian politics, is a strange enough place on its own.

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CD Review: Naked On Main Street Tracie Morgan

Psstt, want to hear a secret? Tracie Morgan. Yep, Tracie Morgan, she's the best-kept secret in Kingston, Ontario, Canada. I've lived in Kingston now for almost sixteen years and I've seen her singing and playing her guitar ever since I've lived here.

Clubs, coffee houses, street corners, anywhere you can play a guitar and sing; Tracie has been there singing her heart out. Yet for some reason she's still a secret. While others of less dubious distinction have gone on to achieve recognition, she's continued to remain undiscovered.

Well she won’t be able to keep hiding her light under a bushel once people listen to her latest release Naked On Main Street currently on sale at CD Baby and reputable download sites, like I-tunes, near you. Once you hear this disc you're not going to forget the name Tracie Morgan in a hurry.
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First of all there is her voice, it can challenge you with its strength, seduce you with its husky, sultriness, and pierce your heart with its sharpness. Whether through choice or economics she is the only vocalist (except for electric guitar on one track and harmonica on another, she's also the only musician) and this only serves to demonstrate the diversity and range of her voice as she harmonizes with herself on every track.

Then there's what this voice can sing. Driving rock and roll on "Orphans and Ghosts", teasing blues on "Black Cat, Blue", hard questioning on "Babel" and poetic resonance on one of the best covers of Leonard Cohen's "Lover, Lover, Lover" I've ever heard. Helen's face may have launched a thousand ships, but this siren's song would have diverted them from their task long enough to at least have bought copies of her CD.

Maybe I'm exaggerating, but can you blame me? Think of what passes for women vocalists these days; squeaky voiced sex toys that squirm around on stage, more interested in being provocative than singing. Or the other extreme who are oh so very serious when they sing about meaningful things like "love", "heart", and other equally important new age emotions that have no relationship to the world we live in.

Tracie Morgan's voice is real; when she sings about love it's with lines like "you say I will be with you forever except for all those times I can't be found". No great illusions t here, but no self-pitying whine either. We all make choices and have to live with the results, whether in love, work, or any aspect of life that you chose to dwell on, and Tracie's songs are real enough to live in that world.

But it's not a world devoid of humour either, because life would sure be boring if we were serious all the time. "Black Cat, Blue" is not only a great blues song but also an ode to bad luck and all the forms it comes in. It's not often that a songwriter can make fun of herself with such style and flair, but Tracie manages it here with great aplomb.

When it comes to Leonard Cohen songs I have to admit to a little bit of possessiveness in regards to other people doing his material. They either do pale imitations of his atonal delivery that only he can carry off, or they treat them like delicate little flowers, instead of the muscular poetry that they are.

Tracie doesn't shy away from any of the emotions in "Lover, Lover, Lover", whether real or implied. The guitar, percussion and vocals combined prove equal to the challenges faced when covering a song that's as identifiable with its writer as this one is, and allows her to come out the other side looking as good as she did going into it.

It's still Leonard's song when she's done with it, but Tracie makes it hers temporarily, and grabs our attention right from the start and holds it all the way through. Leonard may not be here right now, but listen to my version, she seems to say, and it's well worth the listen.

Naked On Main Street is more than well worth the listen, it's a great disc from a great performer, whose been hidden away in a backwater town in South Eastern Ontario for too long. Tracie Morgan is one secret that needs to be blabbed all over North America.

You can listen to mp3s of "Rain" in either broadband or if you're like me, primitive dial up at her web site, and you can also link to places to buy the disc from there as well. Do yourself a favour and get in on the secret before everyone knows all about it.

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